Just A Kid

8. A Choice

Julietta POV

The last three days with Damian had been nothing short of perfect. We had spent our time as a couple hiding nothing from the world and I was the happiest I had ever been.

It may have been a short time but I had quickly come to realise that being with Damian, his kisses and his embrace were something I simply could not live without.

The realisation for me meant that going back to the way we were before once Phil came back was going to be really hard, especially since we had not yet gone all the way, I wanted to so bad but it just didn't feel right knowing that for now it would be the only time.

I had been relaxing on the couch while Damian took a shower. I turn my head just in time to see him walk on the room in just a pair of board shorts and I can help but chew on my bottom lip.

"Enjoying the view" he chuckles as he comes to sit beside me

"Very much so" I smile

Placing an arm around me he uses his free hand to lift my chin before capturing my lips with his. We kiss slowly but deeply as his finger tips graze over my leg his hand stopping at my hip.

In a moment of confidence I move myself so straddle his lap our lips never parting. His fingertips knead my hips as my finger tangle in his hair.

Almost involuntarily I begin to rock my hips grinding against him earning a loan groan.

"Nugget don't tease that's not fair" he breathes "I want you so bad and if you don't stop I don't think I will be able to"

As I look into his eyes I realise that I don't want to wait any longer, so what if we had to wait a while to do this again I wanted to know what it was like to be with him fully I wanted him completely make me his.

Sitting up I keep my eyes on him as I a slowly and nervously remove my bikini top. He reaches out and places his hands on my breasts stopping the fabric from falling.

"Baby are you sure?" He asks "I want you to be sure"

"I'm sure..........I want you to make me yours D" I breath before crashing my lips on to his. I feel my bikini top fall away and his thumbs begin to roll over my nipples.

Breaking the kiss he leans down and places his mouth on my breast and a gasp and the sensation it causes. I arch my back, close my eyes and tangle my fingers in his hair as his mouth and tongue cause sensations I've never felt before.

"Mmmm......ah.......oh my god" I breathe

Lifting his head he captures my lips once again, I know I'm inexperienced but I also want to give him pleasure too. I slowly move my lips from his down to his neck. He tilts his head to allow me better access and as I kiss and softly nibble at his skin my fingertips explore his body.

"I want to be your first, your last and your always nugget" he whispers "tell me I'll be your one and only"

"Always" I whisper back "Damian I............."

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN HERE? WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?"

My brothers raised voice causes us to jump apart, Damian rises to his feet as I find something to cover myself with embarrassed that my brother had seen me like that.

"Look man I can explain everything if we can just......."

"She's my kid sister!" Phil snaps cutting me off "bro code man, you know that, sister are off limits. I leave for a couple of days and jump in my sisters bed behind my back what kind of friend are you"

"Phil stop! This wasn't exactly one sided" I shout "I want this as much as he does, he is my choice, My hearts choice...I......"

"Your choice huh? Oh you have a choice to make little lady" he growls "I've done nothing but protect you, take care of you and this is the thanks you give me! Sleeping around with my best friend like some little slut. Here's your choice, I'm your family and I'm all you've got so it's up to you, your family or him"

"That's not right man, you can't ask her to choose and I won't let her be in that position" Damian says with a sigh "you have my word this is over, I will stay away from her from now on and it will never happen again"

Damian POV

I had managed to get a brief look in Julietta's eyes before she ran out of the room and could have sworn I literally watched her heart shatter at my words.

I didn't want to hurt her, he'll I didn't want to lose her but I am in no way worth losing her her family for.

"What the hell did I just witness?" April snaps walking into the room "what the hell were you thinking trying to make your sister choose, you may be her brother but do not get to control her private life. And as for you, I think staying away is a good idea, how can you take something so precious from her and then just drop her like she meant nothing. You should both be ashamed of yourselves. I'm going to find Jules, Philip......Damian you better make this right or so help me"

April walks out of the room leaving Phil and I in silence just looking at each other.

"I had no idea she was there" I say awkwardly

"Yeah she's good at creeping up on people" he says "I swear my wife is a ninja sometimes. Anyway I think it's best if you leave, it won't be fair on Jules if you stay"

"Yeah of course" I sigh "I'll go sort my stuff and I'll be gone within the hour"

Phil nods as I walk out of the room and towards my room. I couldn't explain how I was feeling other than I felt a pain that almost made it impossible to breathe. April was right I'd just dropped her like she meant nothing even though that wasn't true.

Her brother wanted a choice and I made the wrong one and I will regret it for as long as I live