When was the time the time that you have seen so much blood? From what you can recollect, you have never seen so much blood before. That red liquid flowed like water, yet as it dripped down from that wound, it only announced that death could arrive if the wound is not treated soon.
Looking at Zexion, who stood some feet away from you, you wondered if this is all real or not. Your fingers felt wet and warm from that liquid existing from that hole at the middle on your stomach. Pain no longer bothered you, it was as if your brain blocked it a few moments ago.
As you bled, your feet began to tremble, your body started to shake feeling cold. "I...I.." You began to speak yet, you could not form words. No, instead your eyes trailed to the person standing in front of you. It was as if you were watching your own reflection, yet you knew that you were both different. She held a wicked grin on her face as she stared at your weak state.
There were a few sighs coming from around you, one coming from Zexion. Soon the scenery began to change to the training ground that has become familiar by now. You glanced at your hands that clutched your stomach only to find that there was nothing there. For a moment, you forgot that it was not real but simply an illusion.
"You have to be prepared, or else this will probably be the outcome." The sound of Zexion ' s voice rang through your ears bringing you out of your shock. He seemed tired but there was disappointment dripping from his tone of voice.
That may be true but even if you have been prepared physically for battle, you have not been prepared mentally. How could you kill someone? No matter how evil that person looked, you just froze in front of her. You were ready to give the last blow and yet, you just froze giving her the chance to kill you.
"I am afraid we cannot tolerate your silly emotions, you have to face reality." By now you can tell people by the sound of their voices so you didn't have to set your eyes on the person to know that it was Rufus.
There were some rumors at his harsh words, or rather, his rash tone of voice. It is then that Gladiolus stepped forward shaking his head. He smiled sadly as he stood in front of you and then placed his hand on your shoulder. " (Y/N)...We all know that it must not be easy to learn that the life you were living a few weeks ago was nothing but lies, and then learn that in order to find regain your memories that you must fight..."He then sighed. " It's not easy to kill but it must be done. This nobody won't just hurt you, she will kill you; she will not touch her heart to hurt the innocent people because she does not have one."
These words started to actually make sense but still, no anger. Even if at the moment there was the feeling of hatred, there was no guarantee that you would in fact to be able to kill her.
Taking a long and deep breath, you nodded. "I understand." The smile that was placed on your lips only showed how uncertain you actually are.
The strong male sighed as he began to push you forward. "Go and rest, you need it."
As you made your way to your chamber, you can feel the exhaustion, and the feeling that your body could shut down at any moment. The training was intense, that you could handle, what you could not handle was the mental training. It drained you completely off of energy.
Next morning, the same routine took place but with a different scene. Again, your body froze when it came to facing the other individual who looks exactly like you. Your friends never voiced it, but you could see the look in their eyes. You knew that they were losing hope, and you couldn't blame them. The training that you are undergoing is not working, and it is not that you are not trying but trying is not enough.
Quite frankly, you were getting frustrated which is why you left the scene and stormed away. At the end you came to a stop outside of the castle and decided to just walk around instead, maybe it would help to clear your head.
