weeee ( wenclair)

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enid's POV:

i feel my knees weaken as i get outside the guilt slowly eating at me, i hurt her. i continue walking as the tears keeps falling. i reach the car and get in as the driver starts driving, i glance in the mirror seeing the driver wearing thick glasses, it's night tho?.

i ignore it and focus outside, i try to tell myself i did the right thing but i keep replaying the moment i looked at her, the fea in her eyes, the fear of loosing me, i try brush it off since we re getting close the hotel but i can't get her eyes out of my head.

the driver stops and looks back at me, i don't pay attention to her and get out the car, i look up at the building as i wipe the tears from my face. I begin to walk in the building as i put my bag over my shoulder. i wak to the front desk and try my best to look okay "hi, im looking for my mother, Esther sinclair?" i ask as she smiles at me "yeah, you okay?" she asks as i wipe my face once more.

"yeah just a break up" she nods and turns back to the computer "could i see your ID?" i nod and search through my pockets, once i've found it i hand it to the lady who glances at it and hands it back "room 47" i thank her and walk to the lift.

i reach their floor and start walking through the halls reading the number off the doors, i find number 47 and knock on the door, it takes a second but the door swings open "finally" my mother states with great attitude. i sigh and walk into the room, i see kyle sitting on one of the beds still not looking at me.

i put my stuff on one of the other beds and sit down "right, so we leave at 10" my mother says as she sits down on the other other bed, i nod and lie down.

time skip, it's now 3 AM.

i stare at the ceiling tears soaking my pillow as i replay what happend, why am i doing this? what if i tell her? if i tell her seh can he her guard up again and i can protect her, i slowly get up  careful not to wake the 2 demons next to me, i grab my bag and head for the door, i hear something fall behind me. i turn around but see nothing, as i turn back around i see my mother standing right infront of me.

i yelp as i fal backwards "going somewhere?" she asks as she glares at me "no, i just need a drink" i say as she grabs her phone "oh okay, but just to let you know, if you did attempt to tell your little girlfriend... i have this" she shows me a picture of kyle and i kissing "that's fake" she laughs as i get up "but she won't know that" i sigh as i look down "now get back in bed"

i clench my jaw as i return to the bed, i lie back down and i hear my mother do the same, how could i ever of loved this woman. i feel a sharp pain in my arm as i turn over, i see my mother pulling a syringe away from me as everything goes black.

i feel my mother shake me as i open my eyes once again "what?" "it's 8 get up" i sigh and sit up, i feel my head pounding asi try to get up "i'm gonna let you go to town while we wait, i'll be close by so don't try anything" i nod and get up, i walk out the door not caring if my mother was calling me.

As i walk around i see the weathervane come into view, i walk into the coffee shop and walk to the counter "oh hey, enid wednesday's looking for you" xavier says as i glare at him "woah what's wrong with you?" he says playfully putting his hand up in surrender, i don't answer and just point to the thing i want on the menu, he nods and starts making it, i look around not seeing my mum, i guess she hasn't left yet.i don't think she expected me to leave then and there.

"enid" i hear the coffee boy yell as i get up and walk to him, i grab the coffee and give him £10, i walk away before he can say anything.

i leave the shop and start walking down a path. i stare at the coffee as i think about what i did to wednesday "enid?" i hear someone say it sounds like... i look up and see wednesday staring at me with tears in her eyes, i try to turn around but she runs over and stops "enid please, talk to me" she begs as i look way my own eye filling with tears.

"i can't" i choke out as she just looks at me "why? tell me please, you know we can get through it just please don't break up with me...please don't leave me" she begs as i look at her, her eyes are addicting, once you look once you can't get enough, i stand there lost in her eyes that are now filled with tears "please" she begs her voice quiet this time.

i look away knowing i will break if i look at her "enid, look at me. look at me and tell me you want ot break up, if you do i will leave, i wont bother you again, just please" i sigh as my eyes make their way to hers,

i stare into her eyes and open my mouth, she stares at me with anticipation as i struggle to get the words out "i-i...i w- im sorry" i say looking down, as soon as those words left my mouth i feel her body wrap around mine, i hug her back as tears fall down my cheeks "tell me what happend, please" she asks her voice muffled by my jumper.

i sigh as i begin to tell her everything.