Caution to danger (manxman)

Mother hen (23)

Kendall wakes me up by jumping repeatedly on the bed. I groan in annoyance.
"Kendall I love you, but I swear to god if you don't leave me alone I will kill you, and enjoy every bit of it." I warn him. Putting a pillow over my head.
"But Derek! It's twelve! I want to go to a training session!" He whined. Dropping down on my back.
"We could go later today." I promise, nestling further into my blankets.
"You said that yesterday." He whines again, making me sigh. Ever since I brought up the idea of going to a training session to Kendall he's been all for it. So has Monroe. I now regret that decision every morning.
"Fine. Fine. Get off me bug." I sigh. Pushing him off the bed. He groans before getting up, giggling and running into the living room. Probably to be molested by his boyfriend. Over the past couple of days they haven't left me alone much, which was nice.
Every time I saw Monroe I would fight the urge of asking him if Darren has mentioned me or he's gotten over me. The fear of the answer to the questions stops me from doing so.
He hasn't called or texted, and I've hesitated before trying to get into contact with him. I even turned into a teenager and hung up before he could answer.
I've even typed out an email before I deleted it. I swear I'm the worst,
I follow after Kendall, wiping the sleep from my eyes. I see Monroe and Kendall kissing on the couch and I'm disgusted immediately. Of course, I'm happy for them. They should refrain from tarnishing my innocent eyes though. They break apart as soon as they hear me enter the room. Kendall with a blush on his face and Monroe with a lust filled smirk. I look away.
"So, are we going or not?" I ask. Looking down at my clothes and shrugging.
"Yeah we are, you need to eat something first." Kenny says, jumping away from Monroe and into the kitchen. Monroe looks towards me.
"Are you sure you want to do this Derek?" He asks. I look down at my feet with nerves.
" one hundred percent Monroe. I want to be taken care of, be somebody's world. Have a trusting relationship." I admit. I lookup at him to see him smiling at me softly.
"Good. Don't forget that the meeting is in three days." He reminds me. It's not like I would forget. He's been drilling it into my mind every day.
"I know Monroe." I say.
"Are you sure you don't want us to come with you? We don't mind." He says, sincerity seeping through his voice.
"I'm sure." I reassure. He nods and looks away just as Kendall returns with a protein shake and oatmeal. He's been on a health kick since meeting Walker who's opening up his own gym.
"Here you go Derek. Make sure you eat it all, we won't be out of that place for a while." He says. Hovering over me as I eat. Over the last few days he's been over protective and I find it really sweet. Now comes the time where he could repay me for all that I did for him. Well that's what he says anyways. I told him repeatedly that he doesn't have to do that but he just nods with a smile and continues doing what he does.
After eating and drinking what Kendall had prepared for me we head out the door. Kendall sits in the front seat, which is to be expected and I get into the back. Which is luxurious as hell. There's even a freaking TV.
Monroe turns on the radio and pulls out of the parking space that he now rents out for his car, lame I know. I swear Kendall has that man wrapped around his pinky finger.
In no time we reach the club, getting out I nod to Monroe who opened my door for me in thanks. He's also been protective of me. Calling me his little brother. I just smile at him whenever he says that. Slowly but surely he's become more comfortable around me, meaning that he says more than just a few words to me. Makes my heart melt a little.
I take a deep breath in front of the club, remembering what went on here that caused all this pain.