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i'll spend forever wondering
if you knew.
─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───the air between us was electric, thick with tension, like a storm waiting to break. we hadn't said a word in minutes, just standing there, staring at each other. billie's gaze was locked on me, her eyes dark and unreadable. my pulse raced in my chest, every inch of my skin buzzing like i was wired to something I couldn't control.
it had started small—just a look, a brief touch on my arm, a soft smile that lingered too long. but now it felt like a wildfire, burning out of control, and i wasn't sure if i wanted to stop it. or if i even could.
billie took a step closer, her breath slow and measured, like she was holding herself back. but there was something in her eyes, something dangerous, and i felt it pulling me in.
"you don't have to keep looking at me like that," I murmured, my voice barely above a whisper, but it carried through the silence between us.
billie smirked, her lips curling in a way that sent a shiver down my spine. "like what?" she asked, her voice low and teasing, full of something that made my stomach flip.
"like you're about to do something," I said, though i wasn't sure if it was a warning or an invitation.
her smile widened, and without breaking eye contact, she took another step forward, closing the distance between us until we were inches apart. "maybe i am."
my breath hitched, the air around us heavy with heat. billie reached out, her fingers brushing against the inside of my wrist, sending a jolt of electricity through me. it was barely a touch, but it was enough to make my heart pound against my ribs.
"do you want me to stop?" she asked, her voice soft but laced with something darker, something dangerous that made my head spin.
i swallowed hard, trying to hold onto some kind of control, but i could feel it slipping away, melting under the intensity of her gaze. "no," i whispered.
her hand slid up my arm, slow, deliberate, like she knew exactly what she was doing to me. "good," she murmured, her lips ghosting over my ear. "because i don't plan on stopping."
i felt the world tilt as she pushed me gently against the wall, her body pressing against mine, her breath hot against my skin. every nerve in my body was on fire, and i could barely think, barely breathe, as she leaned in closer, her lips just grazing my neck.
the air between us was charged, the tension building like a storm ready to break. i could feel her heartbeat, fast and steady, matching my own. everything around us seemed to blur, like we were the only two people in the world, caught in a moment that felt too dangerous and too perfect to stop.
"billie..." I breathed, my voice shaky, my hands reaching for her, needing to feel her closer, needing to ground myself in something before I lost control completely.
she pulled back slightly, just enough to look at me, her eyes dark and full of heat. "you like this, don't you?" she whispered, her lips brushing against mine, teasing, taunting.
i nodded, unable to form words, lost in the haze of everything she was making me feel.
billie grinned, her hand sliding up to the back of my neck, pulling me closer until our lips met in a kiss that was anything but gentle. it was hungry, desperate, like we had been waiting for this moment for too long. her hands roamed my body, claiming every inch of me, and i felt myself falling deeper into the rush of it all.
the music from the party downstairs was distant, drowned out by the sound of my heartbeat in my ears and the feel of billie's lips on mine. i had never felt like this before—so out of control, so consumed by someone else, by the need to be closer, to feel everything all at once.
billie pulled away for a second, her breath ragged, her eyes wild. "tell me you want this," she whispered, her voice rough, filled with something that made my stomach twist in the best way.
i met her gaze, my chest heaving, my mind a blur. "i want this," i whispered back, my voice steady, certain.
that was all she needed. she kissed me again, harder this time, her hands gripping my waist as if she was afraid i might disappear. but i wasn't going anywhere. not now. not after this.
the world outside didn't matter. all that mattered was this—the rush, the heat, the way billie made me feel like i was on the edge of something dangerous, something i couldn't come back from.
and i didn't want to come back.
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i was enchanted to meet you.
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𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃, billie eilish
Fanfiction⋆˚࿔ 𝑨𝑳𝑳 𝑰 𝑪𝑨𝑵 𝑺𝑨𝒀 𝑰𝑺 𝑰 𝑾𝑨𝑺 𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑫 𝑻𝑶 𝑴𝑬𝑬𝑻 𝒀𝑶𝑼 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ 𐔌 . ⋮ 𝙫𝙤𝙞𝙙𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 .ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱ ── .✦ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 i write some imagines about billie eilish. (b.e x fem! oc)