supernatural whumptober 2024

~RACE AGAINST THE CLOCK~

Castiel had no idea what was happening to him. He just felt his heart racing, like he couldn't breathe, and he had no idea why he felt so scared. He was just calmly sitting in the Winchesters' bunker. { Get. It. Together .} He thought. He felt himself shaking too. He thought that he heard Sam or maybe Dean saying something to him, but he could not really be 100% sure because the voices felt really far away. Before he knew it, a brown paper bag was shoved in his face and he was breathing in and out of that. He felt himself slowly calming down. His vision cleared and he looked into Dean's eyes. Dean slowly taken the bag away and Cas swallowed, calming himself. He was still shaky but at least he could think now. "Dean...?'' "Hey...you ok now, buddy?'' "What...what happened?'' He mumbled, looking up at him. "You were having a panic attak or something.'' "Yeah..." Sam agreed quietly. "Cas, what the hell was that? You scared the crap out of us!!'' Sam exclaimed, concerned. "I...I dont know but I...i couldnt control it. I have no idea why I was even having a panic attak.'' "Were you having flashbacks or...memories of something bad?'' Dean asked. "No...?'' "Hm. I guess that it remains a mystery then.'' "I'm sorry...'' "No need to apologise Cas. You did nothing wrong. Sometimes that stuff just happens. Dean and I have had a few ourselves, right, Dean?'' Dean nods. "And, you know, after my girlfriend Jess died, I had nightmares all the time about what happened to her, because she died the same way that Dean and I's mom did.'' Cas nods. "Maybe my brain is remembering something that I dont want to without me even realising?'' "Could be. Well, let's just hope that it does not happen again.'' Dean says. Cas nods. "Alright. Well, thanks, guys.'' "Of course. What are friends for?'' Sam replies with a small smile.