supernatural whumptober 2024

~REVENGE~

"I See what is mine and I take it.'' Those words echoed in Castiel's head. He found himself just sitting in the cold, dark, wet ally. He was numb. He could not think about anything besides those words. He felt like an unreliable narrator who had lost his identity. He was not even sure what happened. He just remembered a fight with a human. The man must have thought that he was somebody else, he tried to kill him wit his angel blade, but he felt a sharp pain in his neck and then it was blackness. Maybe Cas knew the man but did not remember him? He awoken to a needle by him, the man gone, and his pants undone. What the hell had happened?

He kept on thinking about something that might have happened, but he just could not fathom it to be tru. There was no way that could ever happen to him. He felt so dirty and disgusting. He needed to keep this a secret. A terrible, dirty, disgusting secret that would eat away at him.

So he cleaned up as much as he could, and unsteadily flew to the bunker, he just wanted to shower. Sam and Dean turned their heads toward him whenever he arrived. He kind of looked like shit. "You, ok, Cas?'' Dean asked. Cas slowly shifted his eyes to look at him. "Yes.'' He said almost mechanically. He shakily walked to the bathroom.

Dean raised an eyebrow and looked at Sam. "What the hell is up with him?'' Sam sighed, "No idea. But i wonder why he is in the bathroom?'' "Uhh kind of nosey, man.'' "Yeah but... you know.'' "Yeah, but lets just let him be for now.'' "Ok...''

In the bathroom, Cas was trying his best to get clean. He started vigorously washing himself. From top to bottom, scrubbing his skin so hard that it was getting red. He was sobbing, too. Sobbing in confusion and uncertainty. What the hell had happend to him while he gotten drugged? After he was done, he sank to the tiled ground on his knees. He couldn't stop sobbing. Why was this happening?!

Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. "Uh...Cas? Are you almost done in there?? I Kinda need to go.'' Castiel's head snapped up. "U-uh yes, Sam.'' He quickly shut off the water. He gotten out and dried off, quickly wrapping the towel around his waist. He unlocked the door. Sam looked suprsied. "You showered? Sense when?'' "I just...felt dirty.'' "Oh, ok.'' Cas left and went into his room to get dressed. Sam shrugged, who knew what that was all about...

Cas quickly dressed. He didnt know what to feel, or think. Shold he tell them? Shold he not??? He decided to wait a bit.

A few months passed, and Cas finally decided to tell Sam and Dean. He just had to get it off his chest. It was eating away at him. Constantly in the back of his mind. "Sam...Dean...I need to tell you guys something.'' "What's up, Cas?'' Dean said. "I...something happend to me a few months ago. I am sorry for just now telling you. This guy must have mistaken me for somebody else or something becuse he started fighting me and I felt a prick in my neck and everything went blank...I woke up and felt great pain in my um... private area. My pants were undone...'' he started crying all over again. "I did not think that it was possible. I mean, I am an angel for goodness sake. I just...'' He stopped talking. Sam and Dean stared at him in shock. "You were...what?'' Dean sputtered. Sam sighed, giving him a hug. "Oh, Cas...I am so so sorry. You have to know that NONE Of this was your fault, ok?'' "Ok...'' "We will find this son of a bitch!!'' Dean exclaimed. "Yeah.'' Sam agreed firmly.

Sam and Dean continued to support Cas as much as they could. He worked on healing, and they eventually caught the bastard who did this to him and killed him.