Cas was sitting at the breakfast table. He was feeling regret. Regret from being haunted by the lies that he has loved, and the actions that he has hated. He killed so many of his own, and Dean clearly remembers whenever Cas was so scared to go back to heaven, not becuse of what he had done, but becuse he was afraid that If he had seen what he had done, he would kill himself.
Becuse of this bottled-up guilt, he began having nightmares. It began as a once-in-a-while thing, but slowly became more frequent until it was every night. He would wake up sweating and shaking, his heart racing a million miles an hour.
He started dreading going to bed. He tried to avoid it by going to bed super late and waking up super early, but it was starting to have an effect on him.
Sam and Dean started to notice this. They didn't say anything at first, until Cas just collapsed in their kitchen one day. Then they knew that he was suffering from extreme exhaustion.
So, Cas told Sam and Dean about these nightmares, and all the guilt spilled out like a dam. He felt better after that and he realised that he was gonna be ok.
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supernatural whumptober 2024
Fanfictionhey , guyz !! this iz my 1st year srsly participating in whumptober, and I am so exited to share my work wit you !! I started working on these prompts in sept, and I still have some to do, but everything should be published on time!! all of these wi...
