Chapter Thirty Three

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I tossed in the bed for a moment above the soft white sheets; trying to avoid the sunlight from invading my eyes. Mr. Carter's room had complete floor windows. I sunk deeper into the sheets pushing myself closer to Mr. Carter. He pulled me in tighter as I buried my face in his chest hiding from the sun. His bed, his presence, his body, everything felt just too right to move away from it. I wrapped my left arm around his back not wanting any space between us.

Last night was magical. I felt alive and rebirthed with every touch his hands made. Although I felt alot of pain it was quickly forgotten when I felt Carter besides me. I was to weak to even move after he was done and it didn't matter. His kisses, his touchs, his lips, everything was just right.

Since I was practically already up, I just laid next to him embracing his scent. I rubbed my hands against his back hoping he would wake up shortly. I didn't have exams until tomorrow so I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible before he left. I knew until I told him I was done with Xavier, no ties, completely finished with him, he wasn't about to take the next step with me. But I was excited we made it here.

I knew once this fairytale night was over I would eventually have to go back to normal life and address its issues. I thought about the look on my mama's face I would get when she hears about my job. Or the amount of things Diamond would make me do just so she keeps this secret.

I held onto Carter tightly as I started kissing his chest. I didn't want it to end so I was making the best of it. I kissed him a few times, getting deeper and deeper. Just I was about to bite him he moved away looking at me. I raised my head to look at him, smiling at the beautiful face that I got a chance to woke up too.

"Morning Baby Girl!" He said to me as he pulled me up towards his face.

"Good morning baby!" I said as I kissed his neck.

"How do you feel?" He asked.

"Sore, but happy!" I replied.

"Hmmm..." He sounded as he kissed my lips.

"I don't want it end Mr. Carter." I said.

"Its Shawn to you." He corrected me. "And this don't have to end but until you end it with your boyfriend then I can't be your man.'' He said.

"I know and I really love you!" I said.

"I love you too, but those words don't mean nothing to me when its from you who's in a relationship; if I can't have all of you." He said.

I looked at Mr. Carter as I repeated his words to myself and he was right. It meant nothing to him that I loved him when I wasn't willing to give up Xavier.

"Even still, I don't wanna lose you!'' I said truthfully as I brought his face to mines kissing his lips softly.

"You don't have too." He said through the kiss as he turned me on my back deepen the kiss. Carter started trailing his hands around my body starting from my hips. Just as he was about to remove his teeshirt from my body a rattling on the door interrupted us.

"Ignore it." He said through the kiss.

"What if its Blue?" I laughed to him.

"Blue doesn't knock, she barges in." He said laughing. I continued kissing his lips forcefully until a voice on the other side spoke.

"Shawn an emergency came up and I need you here immediately." A female voice spoke. Shawn stopped immediately, looking at me shocked and confused.

"Shit!" He said. "Damn it." He shouted as he got from on top of me grabbing his phone.

He walked over to his dresser, pulling a teeshirt over his head. He started pacing back and forth picking up files from the table. "Beyonce, I'll have someone bring breakfast up for you." He said before opening the door and leaving.

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