Naina: His subconscious desire

20. Scars of Past

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Mention of child abuse

Naina's pov

I heard someone knocking on the door, I opened my eyes. I felt the cold floor beneath me. I didn't feel any presence beside me, that means the dream is over and once again I am back to reality. A smile crept on my lips, mom came to meet me.

“Naina, are you inside? Are you okay? Can you open the door please” I heard Sanvi's voice. I slowly got up and my body was hurting but at least i met mom. Doesn't matter if it was a dream or reality, I got her little love, it's enough for me.

“Sanvi, I am taking a bath, I will come in a few minutes” I told her from inside, I couldn't afford to show her my dishevelled state.

“But in the early morning, you don't even wake up this time” She was a little confused but it's fine.

I got busy with my morning routine, then I took a bath and came out wearing a bathrobe.

I entered the room and Sanvi was not there anymore, she must be out for some work. I went inside the closet and slipped into a midi. I came out wearing clothes and combed my hair. I applied moisturiser, and a little lip balm. I took the box of vermillion I remembered last night. I don't know why he was behaving like that but I felt good and wanted to. His touches were comfortable and addictive, his intention did not feel wrong, I still behaved in a way which will make him think like I am uncomfortable around him.

Should I talk to him about it, but it's not like we are a real husband and wife. It shouldn't matter and when he himself said I am wife on papers then no need to be physical, he should avoid not my mistake. I was not ready for anything.

I came down stairs and moved towards the dining area. I heard the giggles of Gauri and seema.

“Well well what's cooking?” I asked while Gauri chuckled shyly.

“ her husband gave her umm – shut up seema you say anything” Gauri interrupted with a playful smack.

“Oohoo what are you hiding c'mon tell me” I ordered and Seema giggled.

“Ohh Naina, her husband gave her some licks” She said and I felt Gauri running away.

“Is that so, Lucky Gauri” I teased her and we laughed like manic.

“Who is lucky?” I heard a deep husky voice interrupting our girls' talk, did he hear I guess he didn't otherwise why would he ask. I didn't dare to look back, the first reason was last night and second he is asking for a girl's talk. I felt seema walking away accha hai mujhe fasa do pehle phir bhag jao mujhe akela chord kar.

(Woah first make me stuck and then run away, great)

I felt him getting closer, his hot breath hitting my neck and I clutched onto the hem of my dress. Why is he affecting me so much? Why do I feel so weak and vulnerable in front of him? Why do I have immense trust in him, like I can shatter in front of him and he will still hold me, collect me and will join my pieces.

There must be 2-3 inch distance between us, his hot breath was making me go insane, ohh God. I felt him getting a little closer, please hold me, my inner self screamed. My knees went numb, I was so lost in him that I began to forget my own oath. I couldn't take it anymore, my back of head rested on his chest and I felt like sleeping, a deep and peaceful sleep. My knees lost their balance and I felt his hand snaking around my waist lightly, neither too harsh nor too loose. I took a long breath and kept relaxing in that position.

“Who is lucky, little angel?”His voice hit my ears and I closed my eyes hearing his deep husky voice, which was a melody to my ears.

“Gauri”I whispered slowly, I felt his stubbles rubbing on my cheeks.