Naina: His subconscious desire

23. Doctor Visit

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Yashveer Pov

I couldn't sleep last night, so I just worked the whole night. At morning 5, I closed my laptop and went inside the room. I saw her sleeping exactly opposite of how I made her sleep. If it was not a pillow she might have been resting on the floor.

I signed in dismay and approached the bed, I fixed her position and made the bridge of the pillow. I saw her angelic face, it was void of emotion. I remembered her state last night and it brought an ache inside me. I shouldn't have left her alone, I don't know what she is going through but once I come to the reason for her suffering I will bring hell on the earth.

I never cared for someone this much but I feel like she has only me and I am supposed to be her shield. I don't know why I feel like this, but it's an urge to keep her safe. Maybe, because she is the queen of my realm, or someone who is here only because of me.

I tucked the strands of hair behind her ears softly, I am still scared that she will disappear if I touch her. She is an angle, a feisty angle and I am a beast, I am suppose to harm and she is the healer, I hope I didn't make her life difficult, because life is difficult with me that's why I wanted her to stay away from me, from my room and my life, she would be happier.

I changed into gym wear and headed towards the gym. Physically I was in the gym but mentally I was lost in her pain. Who is behind her trauma? Why is she hiding? How will she trust me if she hasn't told this to her friend yet? And if she is hiding then there are only few reasons behind it– First: Maybe she is too scared to share it with anyone, Second: Or the person behind it has scared her well to not open her mouth, Third: There might be an ugly truth behind this trauma, Fourth: or maybe this involves someone she loves very much which is definitely her family. But how do i find what she is going through because she doesn't look like someone who would be blackmailed easily.

I couldn't take this anymore. I need to talk to her, but I can't just scare her after last night's incident, there are fifty-fifty chances she might forget last night's incident because of the effects of the medicine. Doctor told me last night that if she forgot then I can't talk to her. It will be a shock for her and might invite more problems. If she doesn't remember then I will lose my only reason to ask her about the trauma.

I didn't realize when two hours passed, I came back to my room. I saw her sleeping peacefully, I went inside the bathroom and started my day routine. I took a cold shower and came outside wearing the towel, but I was taken aback by the scene in front of me, she was about to fall. I ran and took her in my arms, preventing her from falling.

My mind went blank when her skin came into contact, her jasmine fragrance took my sanity away, now I was just lost in her. The way her hands rested on my chest, I felt my beats increasing, the way her hands traveled down from the chest to my abs. The proud feeling slithered in my veins when she started counting my hard work in the gym for years. I feel like now my hard work has paid off.

“Woahh Mr. Rajvansh, are you a fitness freak? I mean of course you're but do you know what is the difference between wall and you?” She asked in her sweet melodic tone, the first time I liked someone asking me questions but I had no answer. What could be the difference? Does medicine affect her memory?

“No” I simply denied her illogical question, I need a doctor to inform her weird actions.

“You can breathe” Saying she laughed at her own joke while I rolled my eyes at her remark. As of now I have confirmed that she has forgotten last night's incident. I left her knowing she would fall on bed and it would not hurt her.

Again she started with her favorite topic, which is fighting unnecessarily. I was offended when she called me oldie, I mean really I am just thirty and a few minutes ago she was the one who was counting my abs, so I reminded her again and she fell silent, I smirked at victory and walked into the closet obvious to my situation I am only in a towel.