Naina: His subconscious desire

54. Assurance

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Yashveer's Pov

“Boliye Veer, Abhi bhi pyar karenge mujh se?” ( “Tell me, Veer, will you still love me?”).My heart was pounding in my chest for the first time. I was feeling so helpless. My Nayan was suffering all these years, alone. Nobody was there for her,she endured all pain by herself and this cruel fate played with her. I didn't know what to say, I was numb. My feet were glued to a spot, I couldn't move.

“Mere Se bahut acchi ladki mil jayegi aap ko Veer, aapko bojh uthane ki jarurat nahi hai, main toh kisi kaam ki nahi hoon. I am just a impure girl mujhe samajh nahi aata main abhi tak zin–”( "You will find a much better girl than me, Veer. You don’t need to bear this burden. I am of no use. I am just an impure girl; I don’t even understand why I am still liv–”)

“ENOUGH, YE TABSE KYA IMPURE-IMPURE LAGA RAKHA HAI, AAPNE SOCHA BHI KAISE YE SAB NAYAN? ,”She flinched a little bit and cried continuously. ("ENOUGH! What is this ‘impure-impure’ nonsense you’ve been saying? How could you even think like this, Nayan?")

“Sach hi toh keh rahi hoon Veer”She cried while I closed my eyes in frustration. ("I am just telling the truth, Veer.”)

“Get up” She kept crying.

“I SAID GET UP” She flinched a little and got up immediately.

“Impure kise bola?” ( "Who did you call impure?").I asked in a dead serious tone, there is no way I would hear this bullshit.

“KISE BOLA”She flinched a little and cried silently. ( To whom did you said that ?)

“ANSWER ME” I couldn't help but shout in anger, she was getting on my nerves all she could think was nonsense and call herself things.

“KHUD KO BOLA, KYU SACH KADWA LAGA? PAR YAHI MERI SACCHAI HAI VEER, MAI AAP JAISI PAVITRA NAHI HOON” She shouted in anger and I pulled her by her waist, and she collided with my chest.

("I called myself impure. Why, does the truth feel bitter? But this is my reality, Veer. I am not as pure as you.")

“Aaj toh bol liya hai ye par aaj ke baad ye shabd bhi suna aapke muh se toh jaan de denge ham apni, ab aap soch lijiye aapko kya chahiye” She cried on my chest and I caressed her hair softly. ("You  have said this today, but from now on, if I hear these words from your mouth again, I will give my life. Now, you decide what you want.")

“Ek baat apne dimag mein daal lijiye Nayan, aap mere liye ganga ke saman pavitra ho, aur vo jo koi bhi hai na vo bach nahi sakta humse” She cried on my chest and all I could do was console her. ("One thing keep in mind, Nayan, you are as pure as the Ganga to me, and whoever they are, they cannot escape from us.”)

“Veer par sach badal toh nahi jaega, mujhe sirf wahi yaad aata hai, kaise us insan ne meri duniya tabah kardi, kaise ek masoom si bachi se uski masumiyat cheen li. Main kya karu Veer mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha” she told the most painful thing which she was hiding inside her and I can only know how important I am for her that she trusted me with this information.

("Veer, the truth will not change, all I remember is how that person ruined my world, how they took away the innocence of a little child. What should I do, Veer? I don’t understand anything.")

“Emerald my baby, I am here nothing will happen” I tried to console her but she was not in her senses.

“If you're thinking this thing can change my heart about you then you're so wrong baby, I really don't care baby.I don't, trust me” I can just tell her my feeling but it was up to her to believe me or not but it felt like she didn't trust me enough. It feels like she has fed so many scenarios that she is not even hearing out.