Chasing Forever: Jacob's Story

Perfect Nights

 I make it to the lake just before midnight and I lay down on its bank, staring up at the sky. I'd left a purple Lilly under Chyenne's window on my way back to my house after the dusk patrol, as a sign that I could sneak out to see her tonight.

 Since outing our relationship in front of the training group six months ago my mother had forbidden us from sleeping over each others houses until we had either mated or told my father about our relationship. Both options terrified me. So we'd taken to volunteering for the dawn patrol every day and spending nights sleeping by the lake.

 I hear Chyenne walk into the clearing and I sit up, looking over my shoulder to see her walking over to me. "Hello angel." I say when she sits next to me.

 "Hey, J." She says, leaning against me. "I missed you."

 "I missed you too." I say, turning to kiss her forehead. "How was training today?"

 She shrugs. "Its boring without you." I laugh quietly and she looks at me. "Did you pass? Are you officially done with training now?"

 I nod. "Angel, you are looking at the newest fully trained beta."

 She squeals, throwing her arms around my neck and hugging me hard, sitting on my lap. "I'm so proud of you Jacob!" She says. "I knew you could do it."

 I hug her back, laying back down with her on top of me. A warmth had spread through me at her words and I can't help but smile. "Thank you, angel. That means a lot."

 She picks her head up and looks at me, smiling. "You're welcome perfect."

 I stare at her for a few seconds more, my heartbeat speeding up slightly, and I can feel a blush creeping up my cheeks. Thank god its dark. I think to myself.

 "Why are you staring at me..?" She asks after a couple minutes of silence, reaching up to tuck her bans behind her ear.

 "Because you're beautiful." I whisper, staring into her eyes. "Perfect."

 She smiles at me, blushing. "Thank you, love." She goes to turn away but I gently grab her face and pull it back up so she can't. "J...?" Her confusion shows on her face but I don't care. At that moment all that matters is taking in every single ounce of her beauty.

 Slowly, carefully, I pull her face towards mine. "I love you." I whisper when our lips are a breath apart.

 Her heart is beating like crazy and her breath is too fast but I can tell by the look in her eyes that she feels the same heat I do. "I love you too." She breathes.

 I press my lips against her and suddenly the warmth that had been steadily building inside me the longer I looked at her bursts into flames. Our mouths move in perfect synch and I know that she feels exactly what I do as she presses herself against me, making me moan.

 Carefully I flip us over and lay her flat on her back, one hand under her on the small of her back and the other cupping her face as I lean down and press my lips to hers again. I'm breathing fast and my heart feels like its going to burst from my chest.

 Chyenne's hands are on my chest and she kisses my neck softly, her teeth grazing my skin, making me shiver. "I want you," She moans against me when I press against her lightly, her hips moving against mine.

 I pull back and look into her eyes suddenly scared. "Are you sure?"

 "Yes," She says quickly, her voice cracking. "Are you?"

 I nod. "Yes," I say, trailing my thumb over her bottom lip. "I want you, very much."

 She pulls my face up, staring into my eyes with such intensity I lose my breath. "Take me."

 I nod, positioning myself over her. "You ready?" She nods, her eyes on mine, and gasps a second later. I pause, letting her get used to the feeling of me inside of her. A tear rolls down her cheek and I wipe it away as I try to think of how to make it not hurt, but I remember what my mother said. The first time for a girl will hurt no matter what. I just have to give her time to adjust. "Are you okay..?"

 She nods after a second, her eyes closed tight. "Move." She begs, her voice rough. "Please."

 I nod and within seconds nothing matter except for her and the feeling of being together completely.

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  Chyenne lays her head on my chest, her fingers trailing over the new marks on my abs, the same ones had appeared on her side while we'd mated. My breathing is still too fast, and my face is probably flushed, but in that moment I don't care because I am truly and infinitely happy.

 "Are you okay, love?" When I feel her wince as she repositions her legs so they on top of mine.

 She looks up at me. "I'm perfect actually."

 I smile lightly, touching her cheek. "Yes, you are. You're perfect."

 "That was.. wow.." She says, looking down at me. "I mean.. whoa.."

 "Yeah?" I close my eyes and bite my lip as she moves her hand down to my waist and slides her fingers back and forth.

 She nods against me. "Yes."

 "Good." I whisper, my body on fire again.

 "Hey, J..?"

 "Yes?" I look down at her and she bites her lip, sliding one hand under the blanket and touching me. "Can we do it again?"

 I nod, and she climbs on top of me. "Yes please."