Not Without Sin

Chapter Eight

'Sabine's Pov'

    He looked shocked, but he wasted no time pulling his shirt over his head. I almost drool at the sight of him, I knew he was fit but I was not expecting to see so much muscle. He had what looked to be a tattoo running from his stomach to the back of a shadowy vine. He lifts me and sits me in the spot he just moved from before standing in front of me. He smirked at me as he took off his pants sliding them down and revealing that he wasn't wearing any underwear. He must be blessed with something because the gods crafted his body to perfection, his dick was thick and long, and the veins made my mouth water.

    I slid out of the top of my dress and then shimmed out of the bottom, scooting back slightly I lifted my legs showing him all of me. "I feel like I'm dreaming." He said in a dreamy voice, I felt my cheeks heat up slightly at his faraway tone and at the way, he was looking at me. He drops to his knees and grips my hips putting my legs over his shoulders. He pulls my legs open more before he dives in feasting on me like a man starved, I moan desperately at the feeling of his tongue on my clit. He licked one long swipe, flattening his tongue before groaning, "Fucking heaven." He slowly slips his finger inside, keeping eye contact the entire way. I let out a long moan at the feeling, his fingers were thick and when he curled them up it felt like he was hitting a spot inside of me, never touched before, it was so good I didn't care if anyone heard my moans. I felt myself clench around them as he sped up and went back to sucking and licking my clit, my orgasm slammed into me hard and intense. I felt myself lift off the bed as he continued keeping me flying until finally stopping but not before giving my clit a gentle kiss.

    He stands up and looks down at me with a smile, "Are you okay love?" He said, his voice was a mix of gentle and demanding and I knew he wanted an answer. "Yes," He looked back down at my body biting his lip. "Now as much as I want to keep going, I know I need to tell you before we go any further. I am in this, I'm not saying we have to mate right at this moment but it will happen and I need to know that is where you want it to go. We can stop now and go to sleep and forget any of this has happened." He said not breaking eye contact the entire time. "The only condition I have is you let me have control when I want it, and you know that I will never let anyone else control me either," I said I thought for a second before sitting up. "Do fae have STDs? Will I die?" He chuckled before taking my legs and pulling me down the bed, holding them open. "No there aren't many sicknesses that the fae can get." I let out a sigh and then looked back up at him. "I think that means that we're on board?" He said, I giggle and nod. He let out another throaty groan, before leaning down and kissing me, I couldn't help but cream at the way his hand gripped my neck. He pulls away before he spits in his hand and rubs it onto his dick, when he pushes into me slowly I feel so much pain at the stretch of him entering I cry out. He bends down, and his weight feels heavy, comforting on top of me.

"It's alright love, I'm here. It won't hurt for long," He paused to wipe away a tear that slipped from my eye. "I wish I could take all your pain." He says in my ear, he kisses me passionately and after a few minutes the pain started to just feel like discomfort, he thrust in and out slowly, reaching down he rubbed slow circles into my clit. Suddenly I feel our connection blossom into more with each thrust, the sensations are so intense it almost feels like too much, I know he feels it because soon he moans into my ear his voice sounding as if he's in pain. Heat spreads all over my skin making me sweat and pant louder and louder. Speeding up he pulls one of my legs so it's on his shoulder, the new angle allowing him to thrust in deeper and deeper. "You look so beautiful like this, desperate to cum, stuffed full." He said he didn't stop his thrusts as he ran his hand up my breast and back down to my stomach. "I want to make sure you feel this later love, I want you to have thoughts full of this moment." I only half listened to what he was saying. I was too focused on the sensations spreading quickly through me, my mind felt blank, and I was blissed out. I was cumming again in seconds, it felt as if it went on forever, he slowed slightly swiveling his hips in a way that made my eyes roll to the back of my head.    

    His thumb rubbed my clit on beat with the move of his hips, when all of the pleasure was wrung out of me he started moving again but this time the softness from before was gone his thrust was harder and faster and he leaned back as if he was watching me. He admired me as he fucked me harder his eyes running all over my body, drinking me in, until his thrusts became sloppy and his moans sounded desperate. He pulled out and came with a long moan all over my stomach. He laid my legs down softly, "Stay right here I'll be right back." He said leaning down and kissing the top of my breast and my neck before quickly dressing and going through a door I hadn't noticed was there. He is back in seconds with a warm rag, he wipes me down before sliding his shirt over me. "Cuddle me?" He said after he plopped down on the bed. I smile and move to lay by his side, he makes a grumbling sound before pulling me up to lie on his chest.

"Thank you, I always thought that I'd end up losing it to one of the guards at the asylum, not by choice," I said, and then realized I probably brought the mood down with my negativity. "I'm sorry I didn't mea-" He cuts me off by kissing me deeply. "Don't ever apologize for opening up to me, one day you'll feel comfortable enough to tell me everything and I want to hear it all. The good, bad, and the in-between, but I want it to be on your time." He said I smiled before snuggling deeper into his side and soaking in his warmth. "I don't know what this connection is but I think It got stronger love, because I can feel you're contentment right now." He said, I heard every word but I just didn't have it in me to respond.

'Saint's Pov'

    I stood outside of the door and listened to their hearts slow and calm. I don't think i've ever felt this type of loneliness before, looking at her makes me feel like I've lost out on something my whole life. Her desperate moans and soft whimpers drew me and almost every other man in this house to her door, I just got here first and kicked everyone the hell away. I felt so drawn to her I didn't even think twice about staying and listening, but now the shame is eating at me. I sigh and move away from the door once they've slept. She is driving me crazy, making me feel like I should be begging at her feet for her attention. Monte should be grateful that she has taken a liking to him or I'm sure there would be fighting for her attention amongst the men. The power she has is so strong that it is a part of her and it calls to anyone near her, though that's only one reason. I find myself patrolling the small cabin, seeing the dragon and the Fenrir sleeping soundly under a large oak tree. The council will have many objections to either creature entering the palace, I doubt that Sabine would go anywhere without either.

    "General! A message from the council!" Malachi, a siren officer, said. I turned to him and sent him a fierce glare because of how loud he yelled. "I'm sorry General, Queen Asha is requesting that she be taken straight to the labs in the city before she is seen by the council." He said, I frown, the city is not a good place for this girl to go. Her power is too strong and many want to taste that power. " Tell Queen Asha that I will get her there undetected but I advise against it," I said, he nodded before saluting me and dashing away. I worried about the council meeting this girl, the feeling foreign and uncomfortable. I have felt something since we found her but I know how wrong it would be for me to give into that feeling.

I turn and walk back to the front of the cottage, "I hate this game that you're playing, it's no fun for me." I sigh and turn to see Marah looking out where Azel sat up, awake, and watching us. " I don't play games Marah." She always had a way of sneaking up on me, " Then why is no one telling me who she is? I am a part of the queen's guard I am not the enemy." She said, I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms looking down at her. " Well if you want to know any information, ask your queen I'm sure she'll happily answer," I said, she giggled and used her speed to move behind me. Her hand creeps up my shoulder and she rubs me gently. " I was told to report any suspicious behavior to my queen and from what I've seen the girl is trying to seduce all of you. I think it would be beneficial for the queen to know her commander is tangled up with a strange girl who has a connection to two beasts," I laugh out loud at her dramatics.

"And you think the queen is going to punish the girl and then Monte, you should know by now that she won't touch him and if he claims her then she will be untouchable," I said, Monte being a shadow, one who was born into high society, is a big deal and as much as people shun away from what he does they can't skip over his power or his prestige. "With how badly the council has been doing I wouldn't be surprised if the queen did it as a show of power." She said nothing else as she walked away behind the house and in through a back door. I hope that Monte knows what he's getting himself into because Marah is right, the queen can be bloodthirsty.