Martini Kisses (epistolary) ✔️

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LETTER

Baby...

I'm so sorry...

I know you said to give you time, but I just need to try one more time...

I don't want to lose you, Kai. I know I may sound unbelievable now after what I did but I really mean it this time.

When you picked me up from the airport, I felt it na. You've already grown distant from me, and even if we tried to talk, there's just too much distance between us that I can't cross easily.

I understand it's because of me. It's because I kept pushing you away. I understand, I do. And I'm taking responsibility for it.

It's just that... I'm so scared that if I let more time pass by without doing anything, I'll lose your trust forever.

So if it's okay with you, I'd like to try one more time.

I'm not good at expressing myself. Music is all I've ever known.

But I hope, I hope, that this song can let you know what I truly feel about you and what I've been struggling to say all this time.

The CD contains one song. Just one song, Kai, but it has all of me. All of my heart, my soul, my feelings. My agony and my wish. My heartfelt desire and love. And they belong to you. All of them.

For you.

I poured out my everything here, baby.

If, after hearing this, you've decided being with me is not what you want anymore, I'll respect that. I won't push for it anymore.

But Kai, baby.

If there's still a chance I can undo everything... if you're still willing to give me a chance...

If you can entrust yourself to me again...

I'll be at Salome Theater, from 11 AM to 11 PM tomorrow.

I hope you can give me one more chance to prove that I'm here for good.

Please.

Please give me one more chance.

Please, baby.

I'll wait for you.