Martini Kisses (epistolary) ✔️

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TUE | 5:06 AM

Kairos:
Good morning.
I'm heading out early for gym.
I hope you're still asleep.
Nakakatulog ka ba nang maayos?
Don't forget to drink warm milk before you go to bed. Chamomile tea works too.
Rest, alright?

Kairos:
Sweet dreams, baby.
I'm off to gym now.

11:11 AM

Kairos:
It's your favorite time.
Make a wish :)

Kairos:
Ang sakin, sana maayos ang pahinga mo.
I know you enough to know that you're beating yourself up over this break-up.
You pretend to be cold but you can't betray your true nature, Milly. You're kind and that's a fact.
The lunch meal is proof of that. Uminom ka ng tubig. Replenish yourself if you've been crying.
I can't be there right now. Alagaan mo muna ang sarili mo hanggat wala ako.

Kairos:
I've been doing a lot of thinking these past few days.
Hindi ko ipagpipilitan na kausapin mo ko ngayon.
I can wait while you do what you need to do.
But let me fill you in with what's going on with me.
So you won't miss me too much like the last time :)
You can tell me about your day later. Kapag maayos ka na.

Kairos:
Kakapit ako kahit na bumitaw ka na.
Pagod ka lang.
Bibigyan kita ng space kung yan ang kailangan mo.
Pero sana wag mo ipagkait sakin ang kamustahin ka.
Ayokong maramdaman mo na iniwan kita.
Nandito lang ako.
Hindi kita pinipilit mahalin ako. Hindi naman yon tanong na kailangan mo sagutin o suklian.
Gusto ko lang malaman mo na mahal kita.
I won't be sorry for that, Milly. Karapatan mo ang mahalin. Binibigay ko lang sayo lahat ng binigay mo sakin.

Kairos:
Nagluluksa ka. Naiintindihan ko.
Hindi ko ipipilit kung hindi mo kayang humarap sakin.

Kairos:
You're not bad for me, Milly.
You are the best parts of me.
I will choose you over and over.
I don't need a family if it's not you.
You are thinking of the future you think you can't give.
Pero di mo ba naisip?
You only need to think of the present we have.

Kairos:
Masaya ako satin.
Ikaw lang ang nag-iisang nagturo sakin na piliin ang mga gusto ko.
Ikaw ang gusto ko.
Bakit kita bibitawan?

Kairos:
I'm selfish, huh?

Kairos:
But only when it comes to you.

Kairos:
I'm rambling, aren't I?

Kairos:
Di rin ako sanay.
But I have to.

Kairos:
I know you want to ask about me.

Kairos:
I know you enough to know that.

Kairos:
This is fine, isn't it?
Na kausapin kita sa umaga at sa gabi bago ka matulog?

Kairos:
You said you want to start and end your day with me.

Kairos:
We can still do that.

Kairos:
I can fill the silence you used to fill in mine.
As long as you come back to me at the end of this.

1:11 PM

Kairos:

Kairos:
Kumain ka na. Sumabay ka sakin.
Pilitin mo kahit wala kang gana.

7:13 PM

Kairos:
Nasa Wyld lang ako. Nakita ko si Spiro dito.
Baka lang magkwento sayo.

Kairos:
Wala pa kong sinasabi tungkol satin.

Kairos:
Nag-aaya ng racing ang kaibigan mo.

Kairos:
Baka subukan ko kung manonood ka :)

Kairos:
You kept asking me to share things about myself.
Here's a trivia for you.

Kairos:
I'm not really into racing. Ginagawa ko lang yon kapag naiinis ako kina Mama.
The speed eases my mind. It reminds me of the days I used to play around in the open waters.

Kairos:
For you though, I can make an exemption.
Subukan natin pagbalik mo.

11:04 PM

Kairos:
Bahay na ko.
Milk or chamomile. Wag mo kalimutan.
Matulog ka nang maaga.

Kairos:
I'm listening to Pathetique right now if you want to hear what I'm listening to.
You won't call me kaya di kita matutulungan makatulog kagad. You can pretend you can hear me though :)

Kairos:
If you want to sleep together, head off to bed with me.
I'll do the same.

11:10 PM

Kairos:
Are you in bed now?
Close your eyes, baby.
Forget everything. Breathe with me.

11:11 PM

Kairos:
Eleven.
Sweet dreams, Milly. Don't blame yourself.
I love you.