Little broken birds {ed sheeran & One direction fanfiction}

Chapter 18

(Ed’s POV)

“ED! OPEN THE DOOR!” I heard harry yell.

“I’M COMING FOR GOD’S SAKE!” I yelled back, hoping he’d shut up.

“HURRY UP!” no so luck I guess.

I got up from my sofa and walked to the door. He interrupted me while I was watching game of thrones, this better be important or he’s dead.

“What do you want?” I asked, annoyed that he had made me stop watching.

“I need to talk to you about Izzy.” He stated.

What the fuck! He ruins all chances that I had with her, and yet he still dares show his ass around here? The boy’s got nerve.

“Do you think you’ve done enough already?” I snapped.

I was about to slam the door in her face, but he stopped me.

“Look, Ed, I’m really sorry. But this is important. I don’t care if you never speak to me again after this but we need your help.” He said. He said it so quickly it was amazing that I’d managed to hear all of the words.

“Come in then.” I Groan.

“Thank you. I take it from your attitude that Niall has called you already then?”

“Yeah, he told me how you told Izzy that if I wasn’t drunk then I wouldn’t have kissed her. So now she thinks that I hate her.”

“Listen mate, you’ve got to believe me. That isn’t what I’d meant to say. She cut me off half way through when she started crying….”

“She was crying?” I asked, getting worried about her again.

“Niall didn’t tell you everything did he?” Harry questioned.

I shook my head. Niall had just told me what harry did and that he was on his way to mine to explain everything to me.

“Well, I was talking to her in the hospital. I said that and then she just started crying. Then when I tried to comfort her she just yelled at me and told me to leave. But that isn’t the worst part, though I wish it was…” Harry then explained to me about how she’d been sat around sobbing for days and how she was wasting away from not eating anything.

It broke my heart.

“So, what do you want me to do?” I asked.

“We just need you to try and convince her that people do care about her and love her, and that it wasn’t because you were drunk. She doesn’t think she’s good enough for you, that nobody could ever love her like that. If you could prove her wrong…. Then maybe she would start to get better.”

I thought for a moment.

“Look, I don’t want to rush into things. I’ll spend time with her, get to know her, earn her trust. If I go too fast then she might not believe me.” I told him.

Harry looked a bit happier after I told him I would do it. Did he honestly think I might have said no? No way would I just leave Izzy in the state she’s in at the moment.

“So, what time you gonna come round? Me and Niall were gonna organise a sleep over with everyone tomorrow, that way she won’t think we’re setting her up or anything.” He explained.

“I guess I’ll be there at 6 ish. I’ll see you tomorrow then.”

“Wait? I thought we were going to nando’s?” Harry asked, god did he never stop thinking about food?

I just laughed at him.

“Sure, let’s go. It’s usually me that’s always obsessing over getting something to eat!” I joked.

So we walked out of my flat, and went to enjoy some of the best chicken on the planet.

But all that time I was thinking about Izzy.

Will she want to be around me after what I did to her?