Little broken birds {ed sheeran & One direction fanfiction}

Chapter 23

(Izzy’s POV)

‘Kiss me like you wanna be loved, you wanna be loved. This feels like falling in love, falling in love.’

My familiar ring tone goes off.

If only my phone realised how much I really did want to kiss him and be loved.

But it can’t, because my phone is an inanimate object with no feelings.

But please don’t tell it I said that about it.

The only person who has that ringtone is… is…. HIM.

I can’t even think his name without wanting to burst into tears, but I think my eyes have dried out.

I can’t talk to him, so I just let it ring. Then I hear it cut into the answer phone.

“Look, Izzy. It’s not Ed, it’s Harry. You’re probably wondering why I’m on Ed’s phone. Well it’s because he came to my house, and he collapsed onto my sofa, crying his eyes out. I take it you know why? So do I, but what I don’t know is why that happened in the first place. Please call me Izzy. I know you care about him, so I don’t get why you would do something like this honey. Okay, bye.”

I burst into tears again.

I didn’t mean to hurt Ed! I really didn’t!

I just didn’t realise he would care that much to be honest.

Why did I have to be like this? Why was I so messed up? Why did I never realise what could happen until it was always too late?

Why did I have to be me?

I don’t want this anymore.