I don't feel like myself

I attract suffering

Cold homes, teary eyed
Empty hole, where heart resides
Dark spaces, plagues minds
Sad stories, love thrown aside

Broken heart, promised lies
Distract with songs, wheeze and sigh
Lonely soul, avoid the light
Closed chapters, sorrowful cries

Gaping abyss, no way out
Sink deeper, buried underground
Sewed mouth, desperate shout
I attract suffering, with music and sound