I don't feel like myself

My stomach and my scars

The scars I inflicted to myself so I could understand why you left. They've nearly healed and I realise that you were the scar that healed and I was the blade that inflicted the wound. I am not who I was and you are not who you are. We're different now, but you changed the most. You saw that you were more deserving and found someone you'd spend every lifetime with. I wished to be with you in every lifetime but you couldn't even be with me in this one. As time passes and I've finally reached the end. I will dream. I will dream of you, it's always you