I don't feel like myself

The reflection in the mirror is not me

Staring into the mirror
I cannot help but hate
The ghost who stares back
You bring me so much shame

It was you who ruined everything
Who lost the things he loved
You are the one that should die
Maybe then it'll atone enough

The ghost stares back
Repeats what was spoken
Shatter the mirror with my fist
I stare back and see it broken

Blood covers the hands
Once held someone else's
Pieces of broken glass
Slice my chest, blood and its messes

I see the broken mirror
The ghost still stares
But this time in horror
He couldn't move he couldn't dare

The ghost finally speaks
I would've done better
If only you tried harder
I could've been happy
If yourself I would've murdered