I don't feel like myself

Melbourne

Memories seem to flicker
As I walk alone in the city
There was a person next to me
Or so I thought

I swear that I was holding someone's hand
I don't know who or when
The warmth of their fingers are fading
Like my memory has

I wonder why I don't enjoy this anymore
I swear I've been on trips with somebody
Maybe that's why
It was always better when they were around