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|44| ◆ 𝐏𝐄𝐒𝐊𝐘 𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐋 ◆

* Reference to episode — Puppeteer 2.
(yes, season 3)

✮CATNOIR✮

• Tuesday

Been a few days, nothing has changed. My remanent feelings for Ladybug, stay as still as all my problems in my life. I'm getting to the point where I feel too numb to do anything. I'd like someone to talk to, but... all these responsibilities and rules I have to follow, all I can do is.... lie.

Nino as such, he's my best friend, but I don't even dare update my next change in status. Then, there's Luka... what I wouldn't give to be fully transparent in our conversations. He's been very kind.

He's the only thing that seems to be remotely refreshing. The small moments I get just to... express myself in his band. It's, so much nicer than being utterly spotless with piano playing for my father.

But it doesn't matter. Now all that's left, is these lonely patrols with facades. I'm on the opposite end of Paris practically. The sun goes down, the Akumas barely change.

Hawkmoth is supposed to be a threat and yet... it almost feels as if he's giving up. The weaker his attacks project, it almost feels like he just takes the first thing that pops up, a child, an angry teenager, an upset parent... he doesn't care who goes through it—reckless.

Ironic really. I feel the same. Hopeless too. Nothing works out with me. Not my father, not my fun with friends, not Kagami, not Nino, and certainly... never again, her.

Blinded by love they say... it's true. I wouldn't waste a single second sacrificing myself given the chance. After all, she always got things done. But, now I have to think... would she do the same thing for me?

Seems like she throws everything away. All for him right? All for him...

"♫ Little Kitty on the roof, all alone without his... lady~♫"

"All alone huh?" A voice behind me says. I know exactly where this is going.

I get up from sitting on the roof.

"You." I stubbornly say.

"Me..." he says back walking over.

I cross my arms, "I finished my end of patrol, tell LB I'm heading off." I say just about to leave from my disturbance.

"Cat, wait! I don't get it? Why do you... just why do you dislike me so much?" Viperion ask.

I shove past him scoffing, "Hah! None of your business."

He takes ahold of my arm, "Let me rephrase that, why do you think I know Ladybug? I'm not him you know. Whoever this, 'Mr-Someone-Else' you're so attached to."

I shake him off, "What makes me so sure? She suddenly drops me off at an edge of a cliff and picks you right up off the streets!"

Viperion sighs, "Off the streets? Rather loud don't you think? I find myself to be more silent and listen to melodies I hear than causing a disturbance."

I look at him annoyed. His musical nonsense, familiar but bickering when it comes from him. He backs off, "Well... can't say I haven't tried. Once you come back to who you were, I'll be here, Cat. Even if, you don't want me."