Dear Arkansas Daughter

🌿first day of school - DAWN

♡ Monday, October 1st/1990 ♡

YAY!! My alarm clock practically shattered my ears at 6:30 am. :')

I snapped open my eyes and hit the clock in a desperate attempt to turn it off!!!

The noise stopped as I slipped on some socks and brushed through my hair.

I took a shower yesterday, so I'm good for a minute! :)

Me and my mom LOVE pretty conditioners and shampoos and lotions and stuff.

If I was rich, I'd probably spend all of it on JUST lotion.

HAHA :)

I'm gonna tell you a secret that you CAN'T tell my mom, okay ? :)

I STEAL HER PERFUME SOMETIMES!!!

WHEN SHE'S NOT LOOKING, I SPRAY, LIKE, 4 SQUIRTS OF PERFUME ON!

..so when she smells more perfume than usual, it's because of me! But she'll never know..

ANYWAY!!!

but before I continue, fellow diary reader, the perfume is called Beautiful. :)

I think it's by.. Estée Lauder, I think.

Try it out!! It is SO pretty. It smells like flowers mostly BUT it also has a fruity, woody scent too!! :)

If I could just get my own perfume, I SO would!!!!

Every perfume I see is SO expensive though..

AS I WAS SAYING..!!

Once I got up from my bed, I opened the curtains, not to reveal much yet..

It was so EARLY, the sun had barely even risen yet!!

The sky was still dark blue!! It's DAWN!!!

I slipped on jean shorts and a striped sweater as music played in my head.

Can I say I have a music addiction?

I've been LOVING Mariah Carey lately. She only has one album currently, but my favorite songs of hers are Vision of Love, There's Got to Be a Way, I Don't Wanna Cry, (although it's kinda sad! I feel bad for Mariah here) and honestly even more!! :)

And I've also heard Celine Dion, too!

Her voice is so pretty, too. Currently, me and my mom LOVE Where Does My Heart Beat Now! :)

..honestly, my mom likes her even more than I do..

I secretly listen to If Love Is Out of the Question because my mom doesn't like that it says ecstacy.

I don't really know what it means, to be honest. I'm very curious, but she won't tell me.

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