Mi Appartieni

Chapter Thirty

         The following chapter contains explicit sexual activity. Reader discretion is advised.

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     Joshua is the first to wake up the next morning. His eyes slowly blink open, the late morning sun shining on his face with a warm glow. It takes him a moment to come to, to realize where he is, what time is it and the events that happened last night.

His best friend got engaged, Seokmin had sucked him off and now Joshua is sure he'll never be able to escape Seokmin's dangerous presence and possessiveness. 

Joshua is sure he doesn't want to escape either. He was connected to Seokmin, drawn to him and craved to have him next to him. Seokmin felt like a drug to Joshua. And Joshua was completely hooked.

Joshua sits up on one of his elbows and feels something heavy on his waist. Seokmin was holding him from behind, his arm draped over Joshua's waist. Joshua turns to look at him and can't help the smile that finds its way to his face.

When asleep Seokmin almost didn't look like the dangerous, possessive psychopath that he was. Joshua moves some hair out of Seokmin's face. 

He couldn't ever imagine seeing a scene like this. He was laying in bed naked with a gorgeous man that loved him. A man that would do anything for him and cared about him and his thoughts and feelings.

Just then, Joshua gets a whiff of himself and scrunches his nose. He realized just then that with everything happening he hasn't showered in nearly three days. 

Joshua is careful with sliding himself out from under Seokmin's arm. He takes care in not waking him until he's free from his grasp.

Joshua grabs a towel and makes his way over to the bathroom. What he doesn't see is that the moment Joshua steps out of the room, Seokmin's eyes snap open.

Joshua is in the shower, washing his hair and body as the events from the last two and a half days weigh heavily on him. His thoughts are cut off when the shower door comes open.

Joshua gasps and turns to see Seokmin. He's looking down at Joshua with a serious, dark expression, one filled with possessiveness. 

"Seokmin-" Joshua begins but is quickly cut off by Seokmin grabbing his throat and kissing him deeply.

Seokmin pushes him up against the shower wall, squeezing his throat ever so slightly to hold him in place. It's not nearly enough to hurt Joshua or cut off his breathing. It's just enough to tease him, drive him mad with lust and show him who's in control.

Seokmin takes Joshua's wrists with his other hand and pins his hands above his head as he kisses him like he owns him.

Joshua moans into Seokmin's mouth, loving every bit of this but just wanting more. He was greedy when it came to Seokmin. He couldn't get enough of him, couldn't have him close enough. Joshua doesn't know how Seokmin had done this to him. How he had made him crave him so.

Seokmin pulls away and turns Joshua around. One arm warps around Joshua's body, pinning his arms at his sides. He grabs Joshua's jaw with his other hand, pulls his head back and begins kissing Joshua's neck roughly, leaving even more marks in his destructive path. 

Joshua moans and shutters in Seokmin's grasp. He feels like Seokmin holds all the power between the two of them and he both loved it and hated it. 

He loved it because a part of him wanted to let Seokmin do anything he wanted to him as long as it meant he stayed close. He also hated it because he was scared of the attachment he held for someone like Seokmin. Someone so powerful, scary and dangerous.