Am I crazy

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Hi guys, I hope you're all well, just to warn you guys this can be a bit triggering so please don't read if you are easily triggered

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The boys all knew Niall was going through something as he was smoking and drinking but wasn’t sure what it was until Niall told them.

“Does anyone know what’s wrong with Ni?” Liam asked the lads while Niall was out smoking.

“No but I found him mumbling to himself earlier,” Harry admitted.

“I think we should call the doctor,” Louis said as the others nodded.

“I’ll go and call them,” Zayn replied, getting up and going into the kitchen.

“No you shut up,” Niall shouted as he came into the living room.

“Who are you shouting at Niall?” Louis asked, letting Niall sit on his lap.

NIALL’S POV.

“Should I tell them?” I thought to myself.

You see I have been seeing people and hearing voices for a couple of months now.

The voice gets louder when I’m alone.

I knew the lads could sense something was wrong, but I didn’t want them to leave me because of the voices.

“Ni, you with us?” Liam questioned, which I nodded to.

“Yeah, I was just thinking,” I replied just as Zayn walked in.

“Who were you shouting at?” Zayn repeated.

“Luca,” I replied.

Yeah I have named the people.

“Who’s he?” Liam asked.

“The person sat over there,” I pointed to the chair in the corner.

“No one’s there Ni,” Harry said, which made me upset.

“There is,” I’m not crazy,” I cried.

“You’re crazy,” Luca laughed.

“I'm not crazy,” I shouted, punching myself hard.

“Ni, calm down,” Louis told me as he grabbed my hands, holding them tightly.

“Luca says I’m crazy,” I told Louis.

“You’re not crazy Ni, you just need help,” Zayn replied.

“How long has Luca been saying Stuff?” Harry asked just as the door went.

“A few weeks,” I replied while Zayn went to the door.

“We’re going to help you,” Louis smiled.

I sat cuddling Louis when Zayn came in with a stranger.

“Hi Niall, I’m Doctor George, how are you?” Doctor George introduced himself.

“I’m not ill,” I said, looking at the lads.

“George is here to help Luca go away,” Zayn explained as I nodded.

Doctor George sat down and started asking me questions, which I answered honestly.

“Okay so I’m going to prescribe you some medication to take and you’re not crazy, you have borderline personality disorder, that’s why you’re seeing and hearing Luca, this medication should help. It’s all down to trauma, I don’t think hospital is good for you,” The doctor explained while giving Harry my prescription.

“Okay, so how long before the meds work?” I asked.

“Usually a week,” The doctor smiled.

“Okay, thank you,” I replied before the doctor stood up and left.

“I love you lads,” I smiled.

“We love you too,” The boys said at one.

NO ONE’S POINT OF VIEW.

It took time for Niall to get better but he did.

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