One Direction Mental Health One Shots

Hold on// Ni

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Mention of self harm and suicide so please don't read if it will trigger you xx you are worth it xx

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It had been a year since Hannah had killed herself and it had also been a year since Niall listened to the tapes and he wasn't doing good at all

Liam had been there while he was listening to the tapes but then he left Niall after that because he had to work but he saw Niall a lot around school and he sensed something was wrong but couldn't work it out

Well that was until he caught Niall

Liam's point of view

"Sir, can I go toilet please" Niall asked as he stood up with his bag

"Of course Niall, don't be long though please" Mr porter replied before Niall left the class

"Hey Liam" Harry whispered as he gently shoved my arm

"Yeah Harry" I replied

'I wonder why he's speaking to me' I thought to myself

"Have you noticed something different about Niall" Harry asked

"Yeah, why" I asked knowing this isn't the Harry that I know

"Because I'm worried about him and before you say anything no I'm not going to hurt him" Harry replied

"Why would you be worried about Niall for" I questioned

"Because I use to be his friend in nursery and though out the years" Harry told me

"Have you notice he only wears long sleeves and the weather has been really hot" I told him

"I think he's self harming you know" Harry confessed

"It actually makes more sense when you say it like that" I replied

"Let's go and check on him" Harry said before getting up and going to mr porter saying something and then waving me over to go with him so I did

"What did you say to Mr P" I asked once we was out the class

"That we needed to go to the office" Harry shortly replied before we headed to the toilet

In a way I wish we never went in at that moment because after that everything seemed a bit blurry

There was Niall sat in the corner with new and old cuts all up his arm and there was one that looked deep and gushing out with blood

"I'm sorry" Niall chocked out as his eyes started to close

"Don't you dare close your eyes on us Niall" Harry warned Niall as I did my best to Clean him up

"Right lets quickly run out to my car and get him to the hospital" I told Harry and then helped him pick Niall up, running out of the toilets and outside to my car

"Hey Niall, what's your favourite song" Harry asked him as we finally had him sat in the back with Harry keeping him awake

"Hold on by chord overstreet" Niall chocked out

"If you stay awake, I'll sing it to you" Harry smiled as Niall nodded

"Loving and fighting
Accusing, denying
I can't imagine a world with you gone
The joy and the chaos, the demons we're made of
I'd be so lost if you left me alone
You locked yourself in the bathroom
Lying on the floor when I break through
I pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming "please don't leave me"

Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you

A long endless highway, you're silent beside me
Drivin' a nightmare I can't escape from
Helplessly praying, the light isn't fadin'
Hiding the shock and the chill in my bones
They took you away on a table
I pace back and fourth as you lay still
They pull you in to feel your heartbeat
Can you hear me screaming, "please don't leave me"

Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you
Let me take your hand, I'll make it right
I swear to love you all my life
Hold on, I still need you

I don't wanna let go
I know I'm not that strong
I just wanna hear you
Saying baby, let's go home
Let's go home
Yeah, I just wanna take you home

Hold on, I still want you
Come back, I still need you" Harry finally finished as we pulled up at the hospital and that's when Niall decided to close his stupid eyes

"Come on mate stay with us yeah, let's get you sorted out now hey mate" Harry panicked as him and I lifted him up out the car and went running into the hospital

"Can we get help here" I shouted as a doctor noticed us and came running over to us before grabbing Niall and ran off with him

"I hope he's okay" Harry panics

"He's a fighter, hopefully he'll fight for his life" I replied remembering all the good times we had

It wasn't until an hour later when the doctor came out with a sour face

"I'm sorry but Your friend lost to much blood, we couldn't save him"