slowly giving up// N.H

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Niall was just your average teenager with his mates and girlfriend but in reality Niall wasn’t ok, he was far from it.

Niall’s point of view

“Guys i won't be able to meet later as my dad needs my help” I told Harry, Liam, Zayn and Louis.

“Aww no mate please come out” Louis asked.

“Sorry mate but i can’t disobey my dad and you guys know that so can we please just drop it before ash comes” I asked as they nodded.

“Who's playing tonight Lou” Harry asked Louis who was on about the football game.

After that I just zoned out thinking what would happen when I get home.

“Oi Niall” I was brought out my thoughts by Alisha shaking me.

“Hey baby, you ok” I questioned as I hugged her

“Yeah, are you ok” Alisha asked

“Of course sweetheart” I smiled but if you listened carefully you can hear the sarcasm in my voice.

“Are you coming round today babe” Alisha asked

“Sorry babe but dad needs me to help him out with something” I slowly replied feeling sorry for her.

“Oh okay anyway shall we go to last period” Alisha suggested as I nodded and followed her to our last lesson which was English.

The hour went really quick much to my liking and I found myself being hit by my dad.

Yes my dad hits me ever since I was 7 when mum was killed by my dad’s drug dealers but apparently that’s my fault and they should have killed me so my dad says.

“Why are you so worthless” dad asked as he stood on my leg.

“Because you’re my father, that’s why i’m worthless” I shouted before a boot collided to my face making me pass out.

The next time I woke up, it was to my alarm screaming at me to wake up for school.

“Great time to hide this shit again” I thought to myself as I pulled out some foundation and put it on before checking my phone and then limping to school.

Once I arrived at school I saw Alisha laughing with Louis and the other lads so I limped over to them and hugged Alisha from behind.

“Hiya baby, you ok” I questioned as she turned around and smiled

“I’m always okay in your arms babe” Alisha replied before kissing me.

I was glad when school finished because it had been a very hard, argumentive day but then again it wasn’t as bad as going home every day and getting beaten up.

“Babe I love you” Alisha smiled as we came out the school gate.

“I love you too beautiful” I replied before kissing her.

“See you tomorrow babe” Alisha shouted before getting in to her dad’s car.

‘I don’t think so’ I thought to myself walking home to an empty house.

‘Where is dickhead’ I thought expecting him to jump out of nowhere.

‘Oh well makes things easier’ I thought to myself as I wrote a lot of text messages to be sent an hour from four-thirty. Once I did all that I wrote my father a letter and placed it on his bed before going back into my bedroom then into my bathroom where I grabbed a razor, broke the blades off it, filled the bath up, climbed in it and cut my wrists open before slowly going to sleep.

No one’s point of view

R.I.P NIALL HORAN

DEATH- SUICIDE

DATE OF DEATH- 13.04.2016

DATE OF BIRTH- 13.09.2000

AGE.16

“Rest in peace bud, we love you” Louis smiled as him, the others and Alisha let off balloons.

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