Am I not worth it // Ni

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Niall's point of view

It had been two weeks since the lads had spoke to me and three weeks since Zayn had left, I don't know why they were ignoring me but I thought it was the way I looked because all the fans didn't like me for the way I looked so I decided to change it.

'I'm not eating no more' I smiled to myself as I nodded before grabbing my phone and going on my twitter

:time for me to change something's

Once I tweeted that I fell asleep

2 Months later

Zayn's point of view

Today's the day I go and see the lads and my little leprechaun

"Knock knock lads" I smiled as I walked into the house where they lived

"Zayn" Liam, Louis and Harry shouted

"Heya lads, how are you all" I asked them

"Good what are you doing here" Liam asked

"I decided I'm moving back in though I'm not coming back in the band because I was just so depressed and struggling I can't go back to that" I explained as they nodded

"We prefer our Zayn to be happy and healthy" Louis smiled

"So when are you moving back in Zee" Harry questioned

"Tomorrow" I replied as I watched them all smile

"Good morning lads, ready for work" Paul shouted as he came into the living room where we was

"Is it really you Zee" Paul asked before grabbing me and hugging me

"Yes Paul" I laughed as Paul set me down

"Anyway you lads have work to go to so get in the car and you can come too Zee also where is Niall" Paul rushed out and then it hit me Niall wasn't down stairs like he used to always be because he didn't like being lonely

"I'll go and check if he is in his room" I replied before making my way upstairs to his room but what I saw next was traumatising

There was Niall asleep on his bed with no top on so he was showing his SKINNY body and he also had red gashes on his stomach

"Paul, come here" I shouted knowing the other lads was in the car

"Wh-Omg" was all Paul said before he rushed over to Niall and Pulled him into a hug, making Niall wake up and look at Paul before looking back down

"I'm sorry" was the first thing he came out with

"Why Ni" I asked making Niall shoot his head up looking shocked that I was there

"Zee" Niall replied

"Yeah buddy, now can you tell me why" I asked as I sat by him

"The others hate me, they haven't spoken to me since the week you left, the fans always telling me to change my look, or to kill myself, and it all got to me and then I just started to drown into this black hole and I don't want to get out of it in a way because I'm just messed up, no one wants me anyway-" Just before Niall could say anything else Paul put his hand over Niall's mouth

"Don't you dare say that, the lads will be talked to, fans will be blocked on your twitter, and we are getting you help because we love you Niall." Paul told Niall as he looked into his dull blue eyes

"And I'm here for you every step of the way" I told Niall

"I'm not leaving you Ni, I may not be in the band no more but doesn't mean I can't live here or travel everywhere with you" I told home before kissing his forehead

"Your not going to leave me no more and the lads will like me again" Niall questioned as I nodded

"Yes buddie" I replied

"Right I'm going to tell the others that you and Zee aren't coming today and then I'll talk to them at work and when I get back I'm finding you a counsellor okay buddie" Paul smiled as he passed me Niall while he stood up

"Okay Pauly" Niall replied hugging me

No one's point of view

Paul spoke to Louis,Liam and Harry and told them everything making them feel guilty and as soon as they were home they apologised to Niall over and over again and told Niall how much they loved him

The fans that sent hate to Niall, they all was reported and then blocked

And Paul kept his promise of getting Niall a counsellor

It took a year to get Niall fully back to himself but when he was back to himself he realised how strong it had made him 💪🏻💪🏻

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