BL ONESHOTS NO.5

¹⁰⁷⁰Arashi x Rei

All in Rei's POV

"Don't give me attitude?" He said that almost every day as if it was what I did 24/7.

I didn't know what his problem was but he always assumed I had an attitude with him and I hated it, he called me stupid often that i pretended I was. I acted out on what he called me and I knew it was wrong, my best friend Kai hated it but he couldn't do anything about it, he had a bit of a problem of his own, so I had to figure this out on my own.

I didn't know what Arashi' problem was with me all I knew was that the problem was me. I assumed he didn't like me in any way and I didn't have a problem with it. I didn't have a problem with most things actually, but there is one thing that I keep to myself, I'm gay, no one knows that but me and maybe my best friend Kai but I don't tell anybody just casually that I'm gay, it's not something easy to say and I know that Arashi won't understand.

Not even my parents did.

My parents kicked me out of my house for being gay, they kicked me out and didn't want anything to do with me after that. I've been alone for the past four years now, well except for having my best friend Kai with me. But it sucks because I wish my parents accepted me for who I am. I had to understand life on my own because my parents weren't there to guide me through life. I had to go to school on my own, I had to find my way there, and I had to flat with my best friend Kai, which I assumed he didn't mind.

But there is one thing good about me, I don't take shit for nobody, and that's all thanks to my best friend. Soa big thanks to Kai.

I really wanted Arashi to understand me and today was going to be the day I tell him my true feelings instead of hiding behind my exterior of being a coward.

I went to Arashi' place after I asked his best friend Fuma for the address and he gave it to me but before I left he said that Arashi was sick.

"Arashi sick?"

"Yeah, he's been sick for a couple days, he won't let anyone else in his house, not even me, so I wondered if maybe you'll be able to get him better."

When I finally made it to Arashi' place, I immediately had the cold shoulder, I didn't want to knock but I did it anyway, I had gotten medicine for him and stopped at a shop for some soup from a lovely lady that made it for me, she was really nice.

"Rei?" Arashi said towards me, sounding so sick and then he was about to drop but I caught him in time. "Arashi, whoa?! Come on let's get you back to bed."

I helped him walk back to his bed and I went back to the front door and closed it. I locked it and I went back to him, and I checked to see if he had a fever, and he sure as hell did. His forehead was burning up and I needed to get him to cool down. I suggested him to take a cool shower to cool off and he let me shower him, I made sure he was all dressed up after showering him, all I cared about right now was making sure his fever went down and fast.

When I finally got him back to bed, I gave some medicine and he took it with water. He laid down, closed his eyes and the next thing I know, I'm being pulled down onto the bed. I didn't want to truggle or try movinga way, so I just let him do as he pleased as long as he rested that was all he needed to be okay.

When I realised I had fallen asleep, I immediately got up out of Arashi' hold and out of the bed and went to the lounge and sat on Arashi' couch, I stayed their for some time until I heard the front door get knocked on so I went to it and standing there was Kai and Fuma.

"Hey, what are you two doing here, and together at that " I said, giving a questioning look towards Kai who just looked away from me.

"We thought we'd come and see how Arashi was,"