BL ONESHOTS NO.5

²⁰⁵⁰🥵Johan x North - Unspoken desires

Johan's heart raced as he stepped off the plane, the warm Thai air embracing his skin. He had dreamed of this moment for years, ever since he first laid eyes on North at the age of seventeen. Back then, North was just a shy, slender boy with a mischievous smile, but to Johan, he was the sun and moon combined. Now, at twenty-three, Johan was determined to finally confess his love and make his fantasies a reality.

Bangkok's bustling airport was a blur as Johan navigated through the crowds, his mind fixated on his destination. He had planned this trip meticulously, ensuring he would have the opportunity to be alone with North. The years of longing and secret admiration had fueled his determination to make this encounter unforgettable.

North, now twenty-one, had grown into a stunning young man. His once-slender frame had filled out, accentuating his broad shoulders and narrow waist. Dark hair fell messily across his forehead, framing deep brown eyes that could melt hearts with a single glance. Johan's breath caught in his throat as he imagined those eyes gazing at him with desire.

They had arranged to meet at a secluded café near the city's famous night market. As Johan approached the café, his palms began to sweat, his nerves getting the better of him. He took a moment to steady himself, reminding himself that this was his chance to finally express his true feelings.

North was already there, sitting at a corner table, his eyes glued to a book. Johan's heart skipped a beat as he took in the sight of his beloved. He looked even more breathtaking up close, his skin glowing with a healthy tan from the Thai sun.

"Hey, North," Johan's voice came out hoarse, his throat dry with anticipation.

North looked up, his eyes widening in surprise. "Johan! Wow, it's been a while. I didn't know you were coming to Thailand." His voice was like smooth honey, sending shivers down Johan's spine.

Johan couldn't help but smile, his nerves momentarily forgotten. "I wanted to surprise you. It's been too long, and I... I missed you." The words tumbled out, revealing more than he intended.

A playful grin spread across North's face. "Missed me, huh? Well, I'm glad you're here. I've got some time before my next class. Let's catch up."

As they sat down, Johan's mind raced with thoughts of how to steer the conversation in the direction he craved. He wanted to tell North about the nights he had spent fantasizing about him, the countless times he had imagined their bodies entwined in passionate embrace. But he feared rejection, worried that his feelings might scare North away.

"So, what brings you to Bangkok?" North asked, taking a sip from his iced tea.

Johan cleared his throat, gathering his courage. "I... I came here for you, North. I wanted to see you, to spend time with you. I've missed our friendship, and I realized I needed to tell you something important."

North's eyes narrowed, a mix of curiosity and concern flashing across his face. "What is it, Johan? You're making me nervous."

Johan's heart pounded in his chest, his pulse throbbing in his ears. He took a deep breath, his gaze fixed on North's lips, full and inviting. "I've been in love with you since we were teenagers, North. I know it might sound crazy, but I can't hold it in any longer. I need you to know how I feel."

The air between them seemed to crackle with electricity as North's eyes widened in shock. He sat motionless, his mouth slightly agape, as if struggling to find the right words. Johan's heart sank, fearing he had made a terrible mistake.

"I... I don't know what to say," North stammered. "I had no idea, Johan. I mean, we've always been friends, and I never thought..."

Johan's heart ached at the uncertainty in North's voice. He reached across the table, taking North's hand in his. "I know it's a lot to process. I just... I couldn't keep it to myself any longer. I had to take the chance, even if it meant risking our friendship."