Divine.

Chapter 11: Mory is a Whore-Bastard

I hear Mory cut off Rio and order for him, and 3 things piss me off. 1, Rio just let him do that, 2, that was fucking rude, and 3, that's not even how Rio likes his steak! I call over Fiona, "Hey, waitress!" She comes over to me.
"Hii! Need anything?"
"Yeah. So, I know those two over there, one of them is named Rio, correct?" Ms. Fiona nods. "Rio likes his steak medium-well, like me. Trust me, and if you don't believe me, go ask him."
"Ah, alright. I'll have them make it medium-well and will check with Mr. Rio to make sure it's okay! Thank you."
"You're welcome, miss."

Alright, now that that's over with... I sigh and look at Rio. I don't know how I can manage avoiding him, he's so cute... I feel like I get stabbed in the heart when I see him... I can't have feelings for him anymore, he's clearly with his new boyfriend right now... He is a red flag though, and I don't like that for Rio. At this point, I'm gonna give in. I'm gonna give in and talk with him again- Because... I can't stand being away from him... God, why do I have to be so obsessed with the guy I used to bully....?!

My food is given to me by Fiona. "Thank you."
"You're welcome!" She walks away with her tired walk, a bit more bubbly after I kind-tonedly thanked her. Must be the first time she heard me sound happy. It's because I've been staring at him the whole time... I wanna kiss him... His lips are soft, I know from when I shushed him one time. Now all I can remember is when I poked him and he- God... It was cute. Selena, you're such a disgusting mistake for thinking something like that when he has a boyfriend. Right... He does have a boyfriend. I'm fucking stupid... I can't believe I decided to avoid him.

I eagerly eat my food and dig in, temporarily forgetting my worries and thoughts about Rio. This is delicious as fuck. Yum. How could I think about him while eating this steak?! Oh, speaking of, what about his steak, I did tell Ms. Fiona how he likes it- I found a way to think about him. Damn, I really am a disgusting mistake! I came here to stop thinking of him and ended up thinking about him a whole lot more! I've accepted my fate at this point... If I'm gonna think of him, I will... His smokey eyes, soft, pink lips, straight hair to the end of his neck, with the emo bang at the front... He's so cute...
Why do I think like this? Do I have no shame..? Disgusting... Someone who's taken... You deserved all of this, still do... So, don't complain.

The thoughts at the back of my head will never let me relax... Ughhhh... Mory's worse, though... Two red flags don't make a green, Selena... You should know by now that he shouldn't be with you.

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