♯THECULLINGGAMEARC
"DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW
much i do for you?"[name] looked down at her lap, she stayed silent. she didn't speak because of she did.. she'd get even more in trouble. she rubbed her hands together as she was anxious about her mothers yelling.
"i cook, i clean, and i work my ass off to take care of you! look at your sisters, they're all better than you ever could be!" her mother lectured. she compared [name] to her older sisters, who were all graduating their schools and colleges.
"i don't know why i didn't abort you when i had the chance. i dont understand why i even let you feel the meaning of love, care, and happiness! that's because you don't deserve any of it."
her thirteen year old brain was handling all those words. she didn't deserve any of those things as a child? [name] didn't say anything, she stayed planted to that chair for a long time. repeating those words over, and over, and over..
'do i not deserve this..?'
she wondered why too, why her mother didn't abort her. even after having [name], they had another child, kenzo. who was the first boy in the family. kenzo was everything [name] wasn't. he wasn't a runt, not a "mistake", and got all the love and care that a parent could give to a child.
she wondered sometimes why she couldn't be like him..
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ PRESENT TIME
[name] sat up in the bed, she glanced as she sat on a messed up bed as the room looks absolutely disgusting and destroyed. it was completely different than before now.
she still had all her gear on, she patted herself down as she made sure nothing was broken. she exhaled as she stood up and looked around the room.
brutality wasn't there, had he left? maybe he did.. he is a player in the culling games, so naturally he'd participate and... kill other opponents.
waiting upstairs in room C118
brutality
[name] picked up the paper, she read it as she was confused on why he was waiting for her.. why hadn't he just stayed in the room she was currently in?
she walked out into the hall as she saw how rundown the building was. she slowly walked around finding a elevator. though, the power was out so that option wasn't going to work.
there was a stairwell, that option was the best one. though, it was locked for now. [name] scoffed as she looked around her surroundings, where would a key for a stairwell door even be?
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