CALYPSO
"Sometimes I wonder what it's like to be important.
How it feels to be considered, or respected.
As a woman, I Intend to do my best.
All the rest is unimportant.
So, I look inside myself.
Cause, no one else can do it for me.
I mind my business like I'm supposed to.
It's annoying.
Cause everybody's so concerned with mine too.
Ain't it funny?
How these goofies in my city try to play me like a dummy.
Then, they mad and so upset.
When I tell them they ain't for me.
So, I'm going and I'm going and I'm going through the motions.
Been in and outta in and outta in and outta focus.
Can't comprehend the damage that I'm doing when I'm frozen.
But I promise to myself,
Until I die, I'm never folding.
Yeah, I'm never folding.
Tell me that you love me, if you die I'll never know it.
Reach up to the sky, like when I'm high, you'll feel me flyin
Ask me if I'm good.
If I'm okay.
What if I'm dying, yo?
Check up on me, Check up on me.
I can be depressed, you never know.
So, check up on me.
Check up on me, Check up on me.
I'm caught up in the thoughts inside my head.
I'm feeling lonely.
Check up on me, Check up on me.
I can be depressed, you never know.
So, check up on me.
Check up on me, Check up on me.
I'm caught up in the thoughts inside my head.
I'm feeling... lonely." I rapped. Tears fill my eyes as I feel the lyrics replay in my mind and the rest of the beat continues. Writing and recording music is the only time I get to myself. So, I tend to scribble my pain and whatever emotions that are on my mind into my songs. Sort of like a diary.
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