Not so Enemy? - Porco x Reader

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I thought, that Linkin Parks Wth<You would reflect the emotions that the two are experiencing.

The air is thick with sorrow, the silence only broken by the soft sobs that escape your lips. The others stand there, unsure of what to say or do to ease your pain. It's clear that the bond between Porco and you was strong, and his absence leaves a huge void.

As Levi's words reach your ears, you slowly become aware of his presence and his attempt to ground you in reality. He speaks firmly, reminding you about the ongoing threat posed by Marley and the necessity of maintaining composure despite the emotional turmoil.
„I know this is tough. But we need you to focus, Y/N! We can't let our emotions cloud our judgment. Marley could attack at any moment."
Despite the pain in your heart, you nod, recognizing the truth in Levi's words. You take a deep breath, trying to steady yourself and regain control over your emotions. You know you have to stay strong, not just for you but for your friends and comrades.

Levi's voice becomes stern and authoritative as he gives his orders to the group. „Petra." He says, his eyes fixing on you. „You need to head to Hange immediately and inform her about what's happened. The rest of us will remain here."
He pauses for a moment, his gaze shifting towards the rest of the Survey Corps members. „We need to rally the majority of the Survey Corps and bring Eren here.", he continues. „Time is of the essence, and we can't afford to waste any more of it."

...

As the day progresses, the tension remains high within the Survey Corps. The evening finally arrives, and everyone is exhausted both physically and emotionally.
You find a brief moment for yourself as you retreat to the rooftop where you had memories with Porco. In the solitude of the moment, you finally allow yourself to let go, unleashing the flood of emotions that had been building all day. You release the tears you had been holding back, letting your feelings pour out with each sob that escape your lips. Memories of the time with Porco, the pain of his departure, and the uncertainty of the future all swirl together in a tumultuous mix. You stand there, alone on the rooftop, allowing yourself to grieve, to feel the ache in your heart deeply. The night sky above you seems to reflect your emotions, the stars dim and the moon hidden behind a veil of clouds.

You scoff inwardly at your inability to maintain your composure. You berate yourself for crying, but at the same time, you can't deny the profound effect Porco has had on you. He has burrowed deep under your skin, leaving an indelible mark on your heart. The pain of his absence and the uncertainty of the situation only serve to amplify the intensity of your feelings.
You take a shuddering breath, desperately trying to gather yourself, but it's a struggle to regain control over your emotions.

„You Idiot.", you mutter the words aloud, „How could I let myself become so vulnerable." You had always prided yourself on your independence and resilience, but one man had managed to shatter your defenses, leaving you raw and exposed. As you continue to grapple with your emotions, Levi appears, his voice a sudden interruption of your solitude.
„I knew I'd find you here.", he says quiet but understanding. He gazes at you, observing the tears glistening on your cheeks in the dim light. Levi's presence is a surprise, but somehow, you find comfort in his understanding silence. He doesn't judge, he simply stands there, giving you the space you need while silently offering his support.

Without uttering a word, he approaches and stands next to you, his gaze fixed on the distant horizon. He knows there are no words to ease the pain or magically fix the situation, so he offers his silent solidarity instead. Together, you stand there, lost in your own thoughts, the only sound coming from the faint rustling of the wind. The minutes pass by, but neither of you feel the need to fill the silence. Your shared understanding creates a unique bond of silent support.

„I guess a part of me always knew it was doomed... A devil from Paradis and someone from Marley... it was never going to be easy. But despite all the warnings, my heart refused to listen." You admit, your eyes still fixed on the distant horizon. You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head. „Funny how the heart can be so stubborn, isn't it? I knew the risks, I knew the obstacles, yet I still let myself fall for him." The pain of your separation is palpable, but in your heart, you know you can't regret your feelings for him, no matter how impractical or complicated they were.

Levi's voice cuts through the silence again,
„I'll personally kick his ass when this is all over.", he mutters cold. Despite the heavy emotions weighing on your heart, you manage a faint smile at Levi's declaration. There's something oddly comforting about knowing that Levi isn't judging you for your feelings. And the thought of Porco getting his ass kicked by Levi does bring a hint of satisfaction, even if it's just for a moment.

As you remain on the rooftop, the sound of horse hooves and the familiar sound of Hange's voice drift up from below, breaking the silence. Levi and you can't help but turn your attention towards the courtyard. Hange's presence is unmistakable, her voice, always too loud to ignore, echoing through the air. It's a stark contrast to the quiet solitude you two had shared on the rooftop moments ago. You glance at Levi, and he gives a nod, silently communicating that it's time to return to reality and face whatever awaits. With a final deep breath, you steel yourself , pushing your emotions aside for the moment, and you both make your way down to meet Hange.

As you approach the courtyard, you catch sight of Hange, surrounded by the Survey Corps. The usual chaotic energy that Hange brings to any situation is on full display. Upon reaching the courtyard, you are greeted by the sight of Eren, bound in chains, surrounded by your dear friends. Mikasa stands nearby, her eyes scanning the crowd with a watchful gaze. Armin stands beside her, his usual thoughtful expression replaced by a look of unease and determination. Jean and Connie are there too, their faces etched with worry. And then there's Sasha, who seems to be trying to keep a low profile while nibbling on a piece of bread, her usual appetite unabated even in the midst of chaos. Your heart sink as you see Eren in chains, the gravity of the situation becoming all too real. The sight of your friends, each wearing their own expression of worry and concern, only serves to deepen the sense of foreboding that hangs in the air.

Hange, ever the direct one, turns her gaze to you. It's clear that she's already been informed by Petra about the recent events, which only intensifies the tension in the air. „Y/N." Hange says, her eyes locking with yours. „Petra filled me in on what happened with Porco. I understand it. It must be difficult for you, but we have more pressing matters at hand right now." You nod, your expression stoic as you set your personal emotions aside. You know that Hange is right, the situation involving Eren takes precedence over everything else. You steel yourself, pushing down the ache in your heart, and focus on the present predicament.

„We need to figure out the next steps. But first, we have to handle Eren's situation." Hange continues, her gaze sweeping across the group. „We need to decide what to do with Eren. The Scouts need to come to a unanimous decision."

The weight of responsibility hangs heavy in the air as you and the others exchange glances, each aware of the significant decision they are about to make. The fate of not only Eren but the entire group, and perhaps even the world, hangs in the balance.