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Y/n Russell-25
"So you don't agree with breaking up with someone because you feel like they love you too much?" My braider, Shay, asked as I disagreed.
"No, I just don't like the terminology. What does loving someone too much mean? If you feel it's too much then that means you feel I'm over doing it. You feel as if my love is burdening. If you can't handle the fact that I'm loving you to my upmost ability 25/8, then I don't want you around me simple. Maybe you not the one for me."I explained.
"Ion know y/n, I can't agree with that. Sometimes these dudes be doing too much. It's feels suffocating, overwhelming sometimes."She said
"Understandable, but that two different points. Love can be interpreted and manipulated in different styles. I'm not using my love to be possessive or controlling. I'm using it to idolize the intimate bond that we have. If you feel it's too much then that never was love, that was a sign, a red flag of sorts. You see what I'm saying?" I asked as she hummed in response.
"Nine times out of ten, your mind doesn't send you those alarms unless there's a reason. You feeling it's all too much is a message, and warning of sort, a doubt. You having doubts then maybe you should be breaking up with dude."I chuckled checking the time, before she tilted my head.
"You seem so emotionally intelligent. I got a home girl that needs you in her life, asap."She said in a playfull tone as I shook my head.
"I'll politely decline. I'm pursuing something right now. And I find it difficult to be vibing with more than one person, especially when my feelings involved. Ion see how men do it."I replied.
"And you loyal? damnnn, did he break the mold when he made you, lord?" She said making me laugh.
"Nah, nah, I'm just feeling my ole lady that's all."I joked smiling thinking about her, she was supposed to be on her way.
"You talking about that one 10 years older then you?"she said as I laughed.
"That's so messy of you. Why you say it like that? I'm grown, I'm twenty-five, it ain't too bad."I said
"You too young to be tryna settle down." She said
"I think it's the perfect timing. I done had my fun, now I'm ready to get a lil serious."I replied as she put the foam and spritz on my head making me flinch.
"Dang, Shay, that's cold." I said looking at her like she was crazy. She already braided my head right as hell.
"My bad, you just tender headed."
"No, you heavy handed." I corrected, giving her her money.
"Thank you,"
"Nah, Thank you, I appreciate you for getting me right on such sort notice."I responded giving her a fist bump as a sign of respect.
"Can I use your restroom. Before I go?" She said after packing her things into her purse as I nodded.
"Of course, it's right there. Help your self."I said scrolling on my phone, finally hearing my doorbell ring after a few seconds.
"Hey baby," I said giving her a side hug and a fore head kiss.
"Hey, love, how are you?" She said as I smiled closing the door behind her.
"I'm good, you?" I asked as she made her way to my kitchen island placing her stuff down.
"I'm Okay, I brought you some chik-fil- a I didn't know if you'd be hungry." She said as I nodded looking in the bag. Of course I was hungry.
"Thank you, yeah, I'm starving."I said taking it out so I can warm it up.
"You need to start cooking, all you got is condiments in your fridge. What do you eat?" She joked
"I do cook, sometimes. I just tend to not be hungry after I do, it's weird. But I also cook too much so it's a waste as well. I just order out a lot." I explained as she hummed.
"You sure you can cook? I don't know if I believe you."she chuckled as I turned my back.
"Yes, I can. I was raised by my grandparents, cooking was an essential skill to be learned."I joked before hearing her clear her throat. Her tone shifted as she spoke again.
"I can come back if you have company. I don't wanna intrude."she said as I turned around confused she looked a little upset as I took my food out of the microwave.
"What you mean?" I asked as she pointed at the purse, before I could answer Shay walked out the bathroom.
"You must be Jazmine?" She asked with a smirk as jaz looked her up and down. "Yes, I am and you are?"
"Oh, baby, this is Shay my stylist. She just did my hair for a last minute house call. She just finished up and got to use the bathroom. I promise it ain't nun else."I explained as Shay caught on.
"Oh, yea no, y/n talks about you all the time girl. I don't even look at her like that, honestly." Shay said jazmine just nodded slowly.
"Right."She said
"Well I'm gone y/n. It was nice to meet you, boo."Shay said grabbing her purse before leaving, I looked at jaz who sat down. Her facial expression conflicted. I sat my food down on the table giving her all of my attention.
"Everything okay? Honestly, she just did my hair, I can show you the messages. In fact she just told me her friend was single and I politely declined because I told her I was pursuing you-
"No, no, it's not that." She said
"Okay , then what is it?" I asked
"The fact that i realized I'm tripping and we not even together. We just vibing and if she was something more than I couldn't be mad at that."She explained
"Okay but she wouldn't be something more because I want more with you. I'm not trying to just vibe."I admitted she laughed but I was dead serious.
"Y/n we've talked about this, I'm 38 what can I do for you at my age? Better yet what can you do for me at 25?" She asked
"No, you've talked about this, age ain't nothing but a number as long as two consenting adults are involved. The way I see it love don't have no age limit. And every man you've dealt with in your range ain't pleased you no better. If he did you'd still be with him. So I say we can do a lot for one another." I said
"Y/n, I know you're mature but you should be partying and going out, not laying in the bed with me watching old Tyler Perry films."
"But what if that's what I want? Is that so bad? I don't wanna party and go out every night, I've been there and done that." I asked as she stayed quiet looking away from my gaze.
"What you so afraid of?" I asked grabbing her chin making her look at me.
"Stop," she warned lowly. "Why? What you want me to stop baby?"
"Doing that...you know what you doing..." She said as I smirked licking my lips as she bit hers.
"You want me to really show you what I can do for you?" I asked kissing her before pulling away as she nodded slowly, "yea," she said out of breath.
