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Ruhanika, a quiet introvert with a passion for books and study. She thrives in the world of words, finding solace in...
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It feels like my mind isn't working properly today. Sometimes, I just wish I could somehow transfer all the information from my books directly into my mind.
I know how to study, but when people make it sound so easy, it hurts.
Yesterday, some relatives came over and acted like studying was the simplest thing in the world.
They asked about my studies, and their words are like-"You just need to study, what's the big deal?"
They don't understand it is not simple as it looks like, not just to study, but to actually retain everything and remember it when the time comes.
They think studying is my only job, and I'm expected to do it perfectly.
I thought my dad would definitely side with my relatives, but instead, he defended me in front of them by listing all my achievements. It was indeed a proud moment for me.
I noticed something different about him lately.
We don't talk as much anymore-just a few words here and there during dinner, but majority of times he's busy with his hospital visits.
Sometimes I feel like I have the power to stop time.
I can't believe I'm already halfway through 12th grade with only a few months left before my final exams and entrance exams.
It's overwhelming and it makes me nervous.
I was up all night, trying to catch up on my chapters, and now it's 5:20 a.m.
I haven't slept at all, and strangely, I don't feel sleepy.
Why? Kyuki neend hamesha galat time par aati hain.
(Because sleep always comes at the wrong time)
I walked out onto the balcony, lost in thought, and I couldn't help but glance over at his balcony.
A wave of sadness hit me.
I miss him.
I don't know what happened to him?
Why is he being so distant?
At first, I thought it was because of the pressure of our 11th-grade final exams. Maybe he needed space to focus on his exams, and I understood that.
But after the exams, I had to go to Mumbai because of my Dadu as his health issues became serious.
My whole family went there to take care of him. Dad wasn't in a good state, and Mom was doing everything she could to support him.
Dadu had heart surgery, and since he's the most important person in my life, I couldn't bring myself to leave him. He has always been there for me since childhood.
