Where the fuck are you when I'm lying down in my bed at two a.m. while silently sobbing,trying not to let anyone hear me while my heart is breaking and my entire body shakes?
Where the fuck are you when I would lock the bathroom door , as I bleed tears of blood on the bathroom floor because you're nowhere to be found and I miss you so damn much it aches?
Where the fuck are you when I'm battling my demons all alone , and I cannot take this no more , as I harm myself once again and my blood pumps with self-hate?
Where the fuck are you when I need you the most , because when you needed me I was right there , this pain's too much to bare, but maybe it's my damn fault for taking the bait ...
