I walk in the hallways of my school,
People were pointing saying : Look at that fool !
Some pushed past me and dropped my books,
Others gave me some very nasty looks.
I walk into class and sit in the back,
I don't want to be recognised for what I lack.
Over time I started to believe,
Every horrible insult i ever received.
I look in the mirror and start to think,
I let all these bad thoughts make me sink...
I woke up everyday dreading tomorrow,
Thinking : Is life really worth the sorrow?
Every day was worse than the other,
Nobody cared 'Bout me , no one bothered,
I went back home and looked in the mirror,
Why do they all hate me , it makes me bitter,
I came to the worst conclusion ever,
I believed I was fat and ugly, and they were better.
I stopped eating and started to get thinner,
I thought it would make me prettier.
One day my mother asked me,
Darling why don't you ever eat?
All I did was shed a tear,
And my mother found out the truth she feared.
I spoke it out and told her my worries,
I spoke it all out in a hurry.
That was when my life changed forever,
I started changing for the better,
I started eating and started healing fully,
After that I stood up to my judgmental bullies.
Day after day my life brightened up,
I made some friends and I started moving up.
Then I realised the truth from the lies,
I was never ugly or fat , except in their eyes
I opened my eyes and saw my beauty,
The only ugly one here is society...
