I met a ghost today and it wasn't yours
You're just so devoid of life that I consider you a ghost, frail and haunting  
She's almost as cruel as you, if not more 
This ghost I met is crueler than u and that says something 
She lived in my mind and inked my skin 
She made me ink my skin with red ink and made me self-harm
She made me feel fine ,I made her feel grim
She made me feel free and well, but I made her feel bitter 
She always wanted me to cut deeper and nothing pleased her
I met a ghost,and I tried to ask her why she's here
I tried asking her how she died 
Got angry utmost, she said she abided by her spear
She got furious and claimed she died because of her devotion and loyalty to her spear ( or blade)
Her eyes turned red and then she says 
Maybe it's you who should be dead 
She told me I should join her 
                              I met a ghost today and it wasn't you
I met a ghost today and what she said is true
Maybe I should join her 
So, I'm sorry for leaving, that is if you care 
I just had to be reunited with her
The ghost was self-harm itself, and tonight was our reunion
And so goodbye
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  