I'm sorry for the words
That slipped out of my mouth
When my heart was too broken
And my thoughts were too loud
I'm sorry for all of the times
When you wondered how I dealt
When I lyingly claimed that I was fine
After you asked me how I felt
I'm sorry for every single time
I self-harmed and never learned
And scarred the body I hatefully call mine
When I cut and scratched and burned
I'm sorry for each time
I denied everyone's attention
Don't blame me , for I was blind
Completely blinded by the tension
I'm especially sorry right now
The lurking darkness has won
And by the time you read this apology
I would have been long gone
