I desire and crave the things,
That destroy me in the end,
I am lured into ways that shatter,
Beyond one's ability to mend.
I live to watch myself break down,
I live to see myself bleed,
I deserve every single tear shed, and right now,
I deserve everything happening to me.
A craving I will never fully satisfy,
A desire impossible to reach,
I cannot control it no longer,
This will be the death of me.
