Damn Ms Jimenez Is Finee (GXG)

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Tw: argument i guess

Jasmine:

After packing up my things I had gotten my AirPods. And put out some music from on of my favorite playlists. It had lil peep, juice wrld, Billie eilish, Lana del Rey, Chappell roan, and etc any some type of sad music and artists I listen too I'm listening right now.

As soon as the bell ring I ended up getting the nerves seeming through me. About what I'm going to do. Walking to her desk and speak to her is terrifying. Well speaking to any teacher after class is scary.

So I grabbed my stuff that was on the table. Put on my backpack and start heading to her desk. Once the last student was about to leave I said something about I have a question about the assignment. She just nodded her head and smiled at me in a professional matter.

Then when the last student left I ended up starting to question her and talk to her about well. Her actions from the last times terms and what is going on and stuff.

I looked down from nervousness "So in truth I wanted to talk to you about you know our last terms". I said and looked up at her to see her reaction.

She didn't really react much but just crossed her arms and made a face like she felt it coming.

I proceeded to talk calmly making sure not to make her feel provoked or anything like that.

"I'd like to ask did I do anything wrong and if I did I'd like to know what and how I can fix it" I said calmly and patiently for her to start replying.

She just nodded patiently waiting if I had anything else to say. Which made me feel heard so I decided to continue.

"I'm sorry if I did something wrong. I just.." I sighed trying to keep my emotions in and try to continue speaking. "Hate feeling I did something wrong and Someone not telling me I just want to know how you feel that I did something wrong" I finally decided to stop talking because I didn't want to begin being personal.

She nodded and I started getting nervous because of how silent it was. Just me and her and silence screaming at us. Silence being louder than my voice and my breathing.

As I opened my mouth to see if she was waiting for me to stop. She spoke up "well you didn't I actually did something wrong" she spoke not looking up at me but down on her desk.

Her reply got me curious like a curious dog turning its head to the side confused. I was confused indeed wondering I actually didn't do anything.

Without thinking I ended up saying "what really?" I questioned in pure confusion. "Yes you didn't I just couldn't face what I did wrong...so I'm sorry I took out my feelings of regret to you."

I just nodded willing to listen of what she has to say. Curious on what she'll say but as well make her feel heard as well.

"So what I did wrong was taking out my anger of something I had regret doing to you" she says not making eye contact with me. Predicting she not wanting to see my reactions maybe.

Without thinking I ended up saying "what was it?" out of curiosity. Which this made the atmosphere air and vibe tension shift. Making it feel suffocating a little from how the way she reacted to my question.

It honestly made me regret saying that. But it made her act a bit strange from me asking that. She shifted a bit from her seat and replied "that you don't need to know because my apology is over with you may leave" and she proceeded to getting back to her work.

Which that still made me curious and what did she do that made her wanna act like that. I didn't bother leaving curiosity got the best of me.