Fucking gilinsky

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It was killing me just looking at him and not touching him the way I wanted to. I didn't want to feel this way but it wasn't like I had a choice.

God why did he have to be so fucking gorgeous?

I tried to stop thinking about him but my mind just kept wrapping around the idea of me and Jack actually being a thing. Crazy right.

I have never wanted something so bad with a person. Not even Sam so what was so different with Jack?

I couldn't bring any answer to my head. I was so wrapped around having Jack I didn't even realize he was standing at my door way.

"What are you doing", he yells.

I freeze.

"I-I'm sorry....er....I-I didn't mean to. I was just curious....", I mumble. Why was I so suddenly nervous? He was just my brother and only my brother. Nothing else. Little fucker.

"Just because some of my boxes are in your room doesn't mean you can touch and look through my shit!"

My blood boils up and I can feel the anger rise in me. "I said I was fucking sorry! I get that your mad. Yeah I fucking touched your stuff but I apologize so stop being a dick and get the fuck out of my room already!" As the words leave my mouth I feel surprised. Did I really just say that?

I would be in so much trouble if my mother found out I said all that but then again she barely pays enough attention to me to even realize it.

I watched him intensely as his veins stick out of his forehead. I wonder where else his veins would stick out.

(a/n: lmao no fucking chill.)

I had stop this. I couldn't keep thinking about him like this but a part of me enjoyed it. A part of me wanted to rip his cloths off and see what was hiding beneath. A part of me was wondering why I haven't yet.

We just stare at each other.

Why wasn't he moving or leaving? I said what I had to say and he hasn't said anything else so why was he still here?

I didn't understand but if he stayed any longer I don't think I can restrain myself from touching him.

(a/n: next chapter equals smut. if u enjoy go vote and add this to ur library. also share with ya fam because sharing is caring.)

- bri