Fucking gilinsky

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"I'll make sure he doesn't"

What did Jack mean by that? What could he possible do?

I walk through the hallways holding my book so close to my chest. So far no one has been giving me dirty looks or whispering so that's a good sigh but I couldn't help not feel safe at all.

Nate had the privilege of telling our secret to anyone anytime. He had that power. And it scared me. It terrified me. I could no longer trust him. I hurt him so bad that he immediately act on anger than oppose on what's right.

Why did I always get myself into situations like these? I was so much better before and now I'm just a walking disaster. Honestly life was hell and hard.

I never imagine myself being this stupid. I feel humiliated. I feel weak. All because I didn't think.

The bell rings and I enter class not wanting to be here. Considering Nate oblige to go to school I had no worries of him being here.

I sit down in a seat toward the back and open my notebook ready to start notes.

I didn't bother paying attention rather than writing scribbles down than actually writing notes.

I had a lot on my mind and I just needed a breath. Somewhere to breath.

I raise my hand being granted to use the restroom. I walk out the classroom with eyes burning through my head. I hate when people stared.

I walk down the quiet lonely hallways approaching the nearest bathroom.

"What are you doing-"

"We need to talk. Let's go." Nate grabs my arm but I pull back.

"I don't want to. You can't just do that and expect me to leave school campus with you."

"I can and you will. Lets go." He reaches for my arm again but I back up.

"I'm not going. I don't want to."

I could tell he was getting aggravating fast but I didn't let up my hold. "Why are you being so fucking stubborn. Stop being a fucking bitch and let's go." He reaches for my arm one more time but I move back.

"Touch me one more fucking time and I will scream."

He runs his hands through his hair, fisting at it.

"Why are you being difficult? All you have to fucking do is come with me? I'm not gonna fucking kill you."

"Because Nate I don't want to fucking go anywhere with you."

"Well it's not your call."

"Yes it fucking is. I don't have to come." I turn around and begin walking.

"Not if you don't want me telling anyone your secret."

I turn around and walk back to him.

"I suggest you come."

He grabs my arm and leads me to his car taking me away from the school.

(a/n: ya girl updated yah! ^picture above=WEAK AF bc it's true but anyways. how's life?? so i did my first collaborate working with JackBabe on her book coach gilinsky which was fun && you should totally check it out once it gets updated. i basically wrote the smut for it so lmaooo anyways if you liked vote, comment, add to library, and share with the coolest fam. check out my books: DADDY & TUTOR. if you need anything just message me or write it on my wall and yes i dislike Madison beer✨💧)

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