Fucking gilinsky

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(a/n: i swear to fucking god if i could jump out this f screen and slap the shit out of ppl u would be seeing me on the news. haters suck my ass. i'll give u a straw.)

[11]

Jack

Two more days.

Two more days before Ella gets her virginity taken away and I couldn't stop thinking about it.

I was so mad.

But why? I don't own her. She's nothing but an occasional booty call. That's if I could even sleep with her.

She consumed my brain like a tumor. Always there, damaging everything.

I wanted her.

I wanted everything about her and I found myself thinking how it was suppose to be me.

It was suppose to me. Me. I was suppose to be the one taking her virginity. It practically belonged to me.

I could only make her feel alive and good. Not Sam. It pisses me off that she thinks Sam is such a sweet guy because he's not.

He's like any other fucking guy. He's a huge dick. So why fucking him? Why she choose him over everybody else? Over me.

Her pure innocence was going to be slipped out of her hands and into Sam's for him to just taunt and tease. He doesn't love her. I know it. He doesn't have a heart.

As much as I wanted to do something about this, there was nothing that I could do. Nothing I said was surely going to change her mind and I know Sams been waiting for this for forever so he's not gonna back out.

The only thing I had left was just hope.

Hope he doesn't take it away.

Hope he doesn't feel her.

Hope she doesn't do it.

Hope she doesn't let him.

Hope she doesn't feel a rush the way I do with her.

(a/n: sorry. it was short and crappy. promise the next chapter will be extremely good and all for u kiddos. so want to get something out of the way if u don't like what i say then don't fucking complain, just leave. why are u going to pay attention to something u don't like?? unless u legit want me to go off on u bc I will. if ya like then vote bc it's so easy and simple. share with your fam and add to your library. well that's officially it. goodbye.)

- bri