Fucking gilinsky

t w e n t y - f i v e

"What happened to you", Nate ask in half serious tone.

"What do you mean", I ask as I place the joint between my lips and suck in the intoxicating gas.

"This isn't like you."

I laugh.

"So now you know me."

I haven't seen Nate in forever. How could a couple few times turn out to automatically knowing everything about me.

"Look I'm just saying something's up. I don't want to start no beef."

I take a huff before giving it back to him and facing him.

"Nothing wrongs. I'm just in the mood. You know, just one of those days."

"Look I'm going to be honest I like you. I like you a lot but I'm not just gonna sit here and be the other guy. I want to be the only one and if your not looking for that then please just don't play with my feelings."

Since when did Nate become such a softie. My head is pounding and Nate is get in me aggravated.

"How was I playing with your feelings? Please tell me?" I giggle. My head feels like theirs a million butterflies in them if that makes sense.

"Dude, you slept with me and we haven't talk since then."

Silence takes over me as realization hits me. He was right. I was being a fuck up and a hoe.

I was always ranting about how I wanting my life to be complete and not full of a mess but all I did was just cause one.

It was time to turn my life over and just take a break. Why was I crying over this one guy? This one stupid ass guy who just fucks me over time and time when I have a perfectly hot ass guy who was waiting for me. He was the type of guy that I needed yet I was so blinded that I couldn't even see straight.

"I'm sorry. Your right."

I grab his chin and place my lips against him.

"I choose you."

(a/n: so basically she's like i need to get shit off my mind. let me get a blunt and chill from no one other than Nate and he's like im not tryin to be ur side hoe. i ain't playing no games no more and she's like im not but then realizes she has and she's been messing up her life for this one guy who doesn't even like her back. so she's like imma choose u cuz u give me attention and shit and u hot so yeah.)

- bri