Fucking gilinsky

t w e n t y - o n e

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I take a deep breath.

"I've been sleeping with my brother."

She looks me dead in the eye and I feel scared.

"What did you say?"

I look at her back afraid to say anything to her.

"I'm sorry mom", I sobbed. How could I do this?

I walk over to her only to feel a big hit on my face.

She slapped me.

"What the hell is wrong with you?! What the fuck were you think Ella Rose Gilinsky? Did you think that this would be okay? That I would be okay with this? Pat your back and tell you that it's okay. Get out of the house and don't you dare come back."

I sob holding my face. "Mom", I squeak weakly but she turns around, facing her back to me.

"I said get out of my house you disgraceful slut."

"Yes", my mother replies snapping me out of thought.

But I don't say anything. I just stare at her. What was I going to say? How was I going to start it off?

What if she hate me forever? What if she sent me off to some place?

That was like a vivid imagine of what was to go down. I wasn't ready for that.

"Nothing", I mumble before walking back to my room.

I wanted to tell her so bad but words wouldn't form in my mouth. Sooner or later I would have to.

What would actually happen? What would she do? I hope to god she would not do what I had imagined.

I shut my eyes as tears dart to form.

I hated how I was such a baby. It was so easy for me to cry. I'm tired of crying.

I fucked up this time and there was nothing I could do to make it right.

Nothing.

(a/n: made a rant book . i mean so many people were doing it and i was like 'hey this shit looks actually cool'. don't have to read it but first chapter is about jadison so that should be fun :))) vote, add to the library, and share with the fam.)

- bri