Fucking gilinsky

t w e n t y - t h r e e

"So what happen?"

"What do you mean?"

"You've been acting weird lately. You just seem...out of it", my friend Mahogany explains.

"I'm just not feeling good. That all."

"Don't fucking lie to me!"

"I'm not lying! I just don't feel good. That's all."

If I told her I know she would judge me as much as she said she wouldn't. It's just too much for a person. For me even.

I barely know myself anymore. I'm not even sure if I want to be with Jack. If he even wants to be with me.

"I want to believe you but I don't. I know something's up but for now ill leave you alone. Just know I'm here for you."

"I know", I huff out as I give a weak smile.

"Well I have to go so I'll see you late and hey, try being happy."

I shake my head and smile as I watch her leave my room. I collapse back onto my bed.

A rough day. A rough month. A rough year. It will never end for me.

I hear a soft knock at my door.

"Come in-Jack?"

"Hey", he says shyly.

"What do you want?"

"We need to talk."

I huff and sit up.

"Okay let's talk."

He walks his way towards me and gently sit on my bed.

The bed that we made out in. The bed we almost had sex in.

"We can't do this anymore and this time I mean it. I think someone knows. Actually I know someone knows."

Wait what.

A million things run through my mind. How? What will happen?

"H-How do you know", I fumble fast.

"I got a text. Look it's not bad. Everything is going to be alright. We just can't do this. I-"

"You don't have to give me a lecture. I'm not going to be freaking heart broken over you. Your right. We need to move on with our life's. We're just causing problems for ourselves. But what about that text? That person? If he or she decides to spill, our life's are over."

"We'll figure out something."

"I don't know Jack. This is serious. I don't think we can run or hide from this."

And I truly meant it.

( a/n: sorry guys for not updating in forever. i honestly had no reason so i ain't gonna give u some bullshit. what can i say, i have a life......funny joke.
aNYways i hOpe u like it. if u didn't oh well i mean ion blame u this was a crappy ass chapter but it was a filler. if u did then vote, continue to comment, add to the library and share with the fam. Alright peace$$$. moonlight queen jk that's Ariana frfr)

- bri