Fucking gilinsky

t w e n t y - t w o

Jack

I stare at Johnson's ceiling as thoughts scattered all into my head.

What was I doing with my life? What was I being productive with? A simple fuck could get me nowhere. It's time to move on. I can't keep going after Ella. I can't keep fucking with Ella.

She was innocent but not too innocent. That's what I loved about her. Although she had that goodness in her she knew how to fuck someone up and she would if they got in her way. She knew how to take care of herself. I craved her everyday knowing that it was wrong.

She was everything that I wanted. Everything that I needed. She was my drug and I was addicted.

"What are you thinking about", Johnson says as he interrupt my thoughts.

"What do you mean?"

"You were looking deeply invested in my ceiling. I could tell you have something on your mind."

"Nothing. I'm just.....confused. That's all."

I didn't feel like bringing Johnson in all this mess. He didn't deserve all this fuck up shit. He didn't deserve to have to take care of me. He did that most of the time. I'm sure he's tired of it.

"Okay", he says not putting much effort which I greatly appreciated. "I'm going to go take a shower. I'll be back in 15 minutes."

"Alright."

I watch as he grabs his clothing's and leaves the room.

I hear a buzz and look at my phone.

1 message.

I click on it before my face drops completely. I feel my stomach twist.

"I know what you did."

(a/n: bruh im sick af but i still updated all for u guys. sorry it was short i will make the next chapter long. who do u think sent that text? mmh. if u liked then vote, add to the library, and share with the fam. luv ur comments so keep them going. we the queens🌸)

- bri